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Baby , waving* haha ! Im sorry i didnt reply your tweet pasal i mcm mls nk tweet already :/ Salahkah aku mencintaimu ? walau ku tahu , ku tak di hatimu :') I just realised all your tweet case sedih2 mesti psl aku dgn shah kan ? Dont deny it .. Im sorry if i hurt you . Salah ke ira kesah psl dia walaupn dia tgh sakit ? And you say that i didnt care about you .. Since when ? selama ni aku ada untuk kau bila kau sakit . aku tak care ke ?! :') hais* idk what did i do wrong till you need to take it seriously ? sigh* frget it :D erhh ... ni post actually for you .. so yeah* <333 hope you gonna like it my dear .. Idk wether you gonna read my blog or nt .. But i hope you read lurh okay bumbum ! :D Sayang kau*

I miss you like crazy right now .. Pada ira mcm bukan 1wk sak .. its like gonna take it 1yr :'/ I thought today is sunday .. hmph* padahal baru thursday . sig* FML ! I keep crying .. you know walaupn kau pikir aku mcm kesah kan shah tapi tk pnh kesah kan kau .. tapi nampak sah.. every sec , mins & hour i keep thinking of you .. crying* Sedangkn aku tnya diri sendiri ... ' Is he gonna be okay at there without me by his side ' ' dia tgh uat pe ' dia da makan ke blm ' and one part i keep crying and worried for your illness . like seriously * aku risau gile babi .... everyday i doa kat allah so that dia akan sentiasa menlindungi akiff .. and ira doa suro dia jaga akiff dgn baik sedangkn i cnt take care of you when you still at the bali :') <3 I will wait for you to come back .. when we get to meet im gonna give you something :) <3 Im here getting weak and restless ... keep coughing all the time and i hardly cant breathe .. but i try to be okay and doakan tuhan .. but actually its getting worse .. But its okay i dont want you to worried abt me ... Once you are back insyallah aku rasa i will be okay :) Amin <3 Setiap kali aku spray winnie ..kau pe perfume .. i will hug him tightly because when i get to smell your perfume .. i gotta the feeling you are there for me sweetheart :') I know you are jealous when the time i bbl dgn shah u will take it seriously as in i more to him den you .. Im sorry ! Ira sendiri ckp walau ape pon hatiku ttp untuk MUHD AKIFF BIN KAMAL ! Betul tak ?! :) <333 Aku cuma sayang kau je lurh . As what i say YOU ARE MY SPECIAL BOY ♥ When i look into your eyes your the only one i need in my life, we've been through so much together and i feel like I've known you forever..i'd give so much for you to just hold me your love can completely control me you show me your love to me and see me from inside and out and i feel the same way without a doubt. I'm spending all my time missing you.You will always be the guy who will stand out from the rest..I'll never forget each memory that you made the best,forever in my heart baby with this love I'll always keep..I'll always have you in my heart even when I'm asleep..A day without you is like a year without rain baby :'( Kalau aku tak kesah pasal kau .. aku tak tulis surat hari2 ape aku rasa and aku tulis date terpapang depan surat so you will know when you are away frm bali :'/ .. im gonna give you once u come bck frm singapore .. i hari2 tulis how i feel when you are not there for me :') im here waiting for you to come bck patiently .. Sorry if i hurt your feelings makes you think negative abt me and him .. but i only care for him ... but you i worry and care the most .... put this words at your mind okay so u will remember everyday . Because you're the one i couldnt live without :'/ I cry before I go to bed because your memory forms in my head.I could show you how much I loved you and everything that I would do,to keep us together..so our love would last forever.but all I want you to know is that my love will never go ♥♥♥