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Love you sayang. Thursday, May 10, 2012 // 8:33 PM
My Baby Masam ♥
Hello baby#1 *wave*
Its been hard fr me this few days just to make an effort to feel the love that we had before :') Im trying to .. but why i just feel ntg happen :/ You know i wont let you go boy .. and thats my promise to you since last year <333 ;)
He's my exception. He's the reason I've woken up happy every single days.. He's the smile on my face and the light in my eyes. There's not a single part of me that doesn't exist for him. It seems silly to invest your entire self in another person, but I've done so without a second thought. I have faith in him and I have faith in us.. things are different now since last year n this year :') and that is , the way we treat each other and etc .. it’s so hard for me to express what I’m feeling. So many things I want to say to him, but my insecurities hold me back. What if he doesn’t feel the same pain that I do? What if it was just nothing to him? Why must I look like a fool in front of him? Because im ur dumb gf :/ *humph humph* I love you so much laling <3 i promise u that i will try to gain my love back to how it used to be :') <333 *kiss forehead*
You know me better than anyone else, but I'm sure that I'm going to keep some stuff inside. that's what I do. and you will probably be frustrated with me because of that. I will act different and strange, and you will want to know what's going on, but I won't tell you. and it's not your fault – I want you to know that right now. I love you more than anything and anyone, and no one will ever change that.
Im sorry if sometimes i didnt tell you what i feel and etc .. yes im stupid .. thats what #cancer is :/ I rasa lebih tenang je hidup cinta kita bila masih tgh skola loyang ... daripada skola ite .. hmm ~ But no matter what happens i know we can through this together :') <3
I love him for who he is, whatever mistakes he's made, no matter how terrible, even when he's being a jerk. I love the person he was when we first met, and the person he's now become. I don't think I know how to stop loving him. we gonna have a great future together...a future where everything will be fine and nothing will come between us. I just want you and our perfectness together. Screw the rest of the world. I don't care. I just need you and I know you feel the same way :') through thick and thin, I will always be here, right by your side, right where I belong, with you muhd akiff bin kamal <3333 ;) ^^
A ; Ira , will you be mine ?
I ; *nod head & smile&
haha ingat ? :') <333 ^^ hehehe *tutup muke* Sayang dia ~ mwah mwah ..
I've never felt this way for anyone... you're so special to me :') <333 I dont want to lose you .. I've learned that I am jealous of other girls with you, not because I don't trust you , but because the thought of anyone making you happy that isn't me is just unbearable .. I have this fear of losing you or you breaking up with me that I try to spend as much time with you as possible, to show you that I can be everything you need, make you happy and prove myself to you. I just want you to want me, I want you to be scared of losing me, I want someone for once in my life to be afraid to lose me :'( U can feel my love laling ? i know you are :') Cause i can love you more than this <333 we're both too stubborn too often & we fight for what we believe and love, and although these things cause problems they're also a huge reason why we fell in love with each other. is too long post ? i know you like it.. argh argh argh 0.o Oopsy xD hehehe ~ no one can make me laugh like you do, you're the only one who knows how to make my bad days better with a simple kiss on the forehead...things are going to get better because at the end of the day when two people are crazy for each other, nothing in the world will bring them apart. I miss sleeping with you .. hugging u the whole night :') <3 we've seen each other at our worst and our bests & that's a special connection we share because even at our worst, we still loved each other .. btl tk syg ? :') my feelings for you are still there, they never left and they're still stronger than ever, i've never fought for anyone as hard as I fought for you today & I will keep fighting for us, just please fight for us too, don't make me do it alone laling ... I will bake you cookies if you want and kiss you always until my lips are numb ;) I will be your best friend and someone you can share everything with, I will be the best secret keeper when you want to tell me things no one else even knows ..I will wrestle with you and pretend i'm so tough tapi tought tk menjadi -.-" hahaah I will take care of you when your sick & dramatic and I will make the happiest memories I can with you.baby, I didn't think I would when I first met you but I adore your family your friends your life and you. yes i really do .. especially ur family ..i suka tgk the way u bonding dgn ur family .. you know its like i can feel the happiness :) hehehe !
Long post huh .. this is what i feel and i hope you know .. betapa sayangnya i kat you :') <333 pasal sblm i kenal you .. i tkde smpai express my feelings towards my ex like this .. everything with you is FIRST TIME ! and you're very lucky .. there something abt you that make me go crazy for you .. *mwah* I hope you like this post sayang .. and tell me thru text or whatsapp kk :') I love you so much laling .. and i promise you it will gain back soon enough *winkwinks* I love you so much baby bumbum <3333 Every 4th will always be in my heart ...
Xoxo
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