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I think the reason I can’t handle this is because Im so damn weak already . If I could go back and do things over, I would change everything.. I’d realized how much you appreciated me. How you truly cared about me, not just for me, but ABOUT me. Im sorry if my love towards you is fadin .. its nt being random ! ask urself why :') i didnt blame w ur curfew or etc .. haiss ~ You wanted to be secure, you wanted me to tell you all those things that I never did.. im sorry if my attitude was so ovr just nw .. im just tired for being so patient *tears* i was so angry with you .. i didnt mean to *sigh* I’m glad that you trusted me and respected me.I am still trying to not mess up. And to be as good as I can for you. Because even though when I was with you, it felt like I could never be with anyone else like I am with you, it still felt like I couldn't deserve you. i just need ur attention muhd akiff thats all .. like how u used to .. mcm mana cinta i nk naik sdgkn i didnt feel that love :'( and u expect it frm me .. give me sometimes muhd akiff .. you know my love will come to you back no matter what happens :') im tryin to be happy w you .. and this is what happens on the first day of raya *hais* bare w it sayang .. everything is gonna be back to normal <3 i may be weak , sick , hurt .. cry by myself every night .. u sendiri tahu i ttp syg kn u n maafkan you :') Pls forgive me .. im really sorry if sometimes i hurt you w my words .. i tk sengaje .. cause i know once i get angry or hurt u .. u know i will say sorry towards you .. haiss !