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2012-03-04T23:11:00.000-08:00

11:11 ♥

H.I.P.P.O H.I.P.P.O H.I.P.P.O hippo was his name #singforyoubaby xD ^^ <333 ;)

I had fun with you today .. cycling with you .. abh sempat mamam at my house gara2 i complain ' i hungry i hungry ' xD HAHAHA ! I love you so much baby ^^ :D *muah muah muah* I want to remember how you’ve made me laugh, and sometimes cry, and I never want to forget how special and different you are. And how you touch my heart in a way that no one else ever could.I want to spend all my days with you.I want to make you mad and then kiss you. I want you and me,Forever :') <333 I want to marry you because you’re the first person I want to look at when I wake up in the morning, and the only one I want to kiss goodnight. Because the first time that I saw your hands, I couldn’t imagine not being able to hold them ^^ hekhek ~ :D <333 I love you forever, forever and always...through the good and the bad and the ugly.We’ll grow old together, and always remember,whether happy or sad or whatever,we’ll still love each other no matter what happens :') <333 *kiss forehead*

you cant explain a love like ours. ♥

Xoxo

Happy 11months Ir[A]kiff

2012-03-04T00:00:00.000-08:00

11 Months ♥

Yay ! Happy 11months baby ^^ :') Im glad till now we're still together thru thick n thin :D *muah muah muah* Idk what it is but i love you i love you xP hekhek ~ 11 months of being with you, yes i agree there was some ups and downs but, anything is possible because you love me. And I love you more, baby. A million thank you’s can’t make it up to whatever you have done for me.So I dedicate to be your tissue when you cry, your courage to persuade you to continue when you fall. I know it takes time to tell me a lot of things, or anything really. What’s best for you, will always be the best for me. Every time that we spend always feels like the first date...everything is going so well. I love every moment that I spend with you, and I can’t get enough of you ever,sayang :') And I don’t want to get enough of you ever.I realise that i could feel a sense of belonging whenever i was with you.when we’re together, all i felt was happiness.Baby and I are happy with our lives now. Finally, we got it where we wanted.I want to hold you tight and I want to tell you every second how much you mean to me because nobody has ever meant more. I want to be able to help you and make you smile, just like you make me smile.I was breaking but I held on tight. That’s how much I thinks of you, no matter how much pain you’re causing me, I’ll always find something good about you. That’s how much you matter to me baby :') ^^ <333 Once again, I love you baby bumbum and Happy 11 Monthsary, love! *muah* <333 ;)

Goodnight baby. I can’t wait to see you tomorrow. It’s not normal to not have you as a part of my life. Being away from you has made me want to be with you even more. I’ve never met anyone like you. You are so special, and so precious to me. It physically hurts me to think of you with someone else. You’re perfect for me. And I know you’ve said that you think you have to live up to being perfect, because I see you that way. But you don’t. It’s not any of the big things that make you special, it’s the little ones. A glance, a touch, a sweet kiss, it’s those little things that keep me falling in love with you over and over again. It’s the little things that count. I don’t see how any girl wouldn’t want to be with you. You deserve the best, and I hope I’m good enough even as I type this, I can feel your hands on me, and I love it. I love you. I hope this puts a smile on your face because it makes you so damn handsome (melts) :) Sweet dreams, I miss you, and you know I love you so much ;) <3333 ^^ *kiss forehead* :D

Bieee ! jom keluar bsk ;( I boring .. *hmph* i nk tgk ' the devil inside ' jom lurh jom lurh cinta ^^ :( <333

Xoxo & Goodnight

Im sorry baby ;(

2012-03-02T23:00:00.000-08:00

I didnt mean to hurt you , baby :'( ♥

It just that im jealous with the girls that get along with you all this days .. i tk marah dgn drg or you it just that im so jealous n sensitive .. idk why ;'( I just hate to be in #cancer :'/ #FML .. How i wish im not sensitive and jealousy type of person .. But i born this way :/ I just to accept the fact ... Bb , dont ever say that i blm tahu yg u nya syg terhadap i is so strong .. I sendiri tahu u syg kan i sejak 22feb 2011 <333 :') I want you to look back & miss me. Miss everything that we experienced, everything we’ve been through...our fights and lies made us stronger. I'll take your every suffering moment and bring a better way ;) <3 I really love you , muhd akiff ! Everything happens for a reason baby :') be it good or bad. So i’ll smile, no matter how tough it gets. You too , okay ? ;) the truth is , i get jealous easily because whats mine is mine ;( your gf is stubborn like hell , i say sorry too much. I act like i dont give a fuck but i care too much :/ <3 I’m scared to tell you my feelings just in case you dont feel the same way ;( Kalau ada lelaki lain sayangkan i mcm mana u sygkan i pun .. I will just say that he may love me the way you do , but i'll never love him the way i love you :') Remember this okay ^^ :D <3333 Im really sorry .. i bagi u kawan dgn dorang .. it just that my feelings is just like shit :/ *sigh* Got to put on a smile, wherever i go. Think positive, and good things will come my way :') Am i right ? yes maybe no .. hmm ~ My problem is that i’m too much sensitive and I give a fuck about everything.I can’t stop caring. <3333

Im so sorry .. forgive me :') <333

I have a video for you ^^ :D

Xoxo

Happy 1year1month friendship sayang.

2012-03-01T20:22:00.000-08:00

Hais ! Why you so handsome *melts* HAHAHA ! xD ^^ <333 ;) *muah muah* ♥

Pakai kemeja ni lagi baby pls ;( hahaa ! ^^ :P

Happy 1year 1month Friendship baby bumbum ^^ :D

Remember the first day when I saw your face? Remember the first day when you smiled at me? The way we talked, the way we laughed, it felt so good. It’s as if we have known each other for years.Remember that day, the first time we kissed? xD The first day we had an argument, we apologized and then we compromised. Remember the day you told me you were falling in love with me, it felt so good for you to say those words cause I felt the same way too. Remember when we finally got together, you told me you couldn’t believe that i was your girl? hekhek ~ ^^ :D When you stare at me, i see how much you care for me. I see how you are so deep in love with me. I know that you love me cause its obvious. The way you get jealous at the smallest things. I know that you love me cause its me you trust.I’m so happy, so happy that you’re in my my life. And baby now you’re a part of me, my other half.You’re really different from my past lovers. I’m never looking back, just moving forward with you. This is a new chapter for me, and I’m glad that I’m with you on this one-way road together :') ^^ <333 I love you so much .. i reall do , Muhd akiff ;) Without you , I cant function no more ;') *kiss forehead* when I’m down you’re there pushing me to the top. You’re always there, giving me all you’ve got. Thanks for everything , baby bumbum ;) <3333 Let’s hold on to what we have. I love you, have always, and always will. ♥

xoxo & goodnight

will see u tmrw ;) ^^

Ps ; Baby nya phone hilang ;'( mcm phone aku gitu yg hilang -.-" HAHHAHA ! xP

tu lurh angel kalau da ckp tkmo curi barang .. mesti da kena baliknya satu hari .. see ur angel ckp btl u je degil :(

Boredom.

2012-02-29T23:11:00.000-08:00

NF1201G ♥ (Y) '

They rocks ^^ ;) Nizam , ali , iqah , fyye , fadhil , khairul , johari , ridzwan , syed , iqmal , iswandi , iqmal etc .. budak sewel xD hahaha ! I just love to hang out with boys rather than girls but ppn mmg aku hang out jgk lurh mcm si charlie angels kt atas ni xD hahahaa .. xD Oppsy .. but i know what to do okay bila aku attached .. -.-" Besok da tiga2 mofos kena joget chicken dance xD HAHAHA ! i like (Y) <333 ^^ ;) fyye idk lurh .. no comment already .. mcm nk tknk dtg skola pun ada *hais*

Everything was okay at ite .. me and baby also okay ^^ ;) <333 tapi cuma ppn je mengatal suke mintak nombor kt laki aku -.-" ... tk blh tgk aku hidup senang eh ?! setan aku blm keluar tau tapi PROCESSING ... Ishkkk ~ geram dgn korang .. mengatal2 -.- Nehh nini pupu ! i dont give a damn .. but still i will be fuck up .. but too bad lorh HE'S MINE ! weeeeeeeeeee ~ Bb , you dont layan them lurh .. kalau drg mintak you bagi tau .. but not ur number u dumbass .kau bagi number kau kt drg .. you will see what happen to you . HAHAHA ! my number ^^ :D okaaay ?! OKAAAAAAAAAAAAY <333 gerenti gerek kan kacau satu2 .. I akiff .. nama u siapa ?! xD hahahahaha ! rofl .. ali always pesan me ; Jaga dia baik2 tau ira .. makin menjadi aku tgk ... Den i say yes yes mmg makin menjadi .. geraaaam you know .. ali laugh .. sayang btl kau kt akiff .. LIKE DUHH ~ siapa tk syg matae sendiri .. sedangkn aku dulu nk confessed dia pn malu2 .. HAHAHAHAAH ! *tutup muke* xD ^^ <333 ;) Baby besok ada camp you know ;( *hmph hmph hmph* hais ... so gonna miss him ~ aiyoyo inadeyh ! alah baru satu hari .. but still :'/ okay nvm.. hahaha ! ^^ :D nanti dia camp aku kacau dia ! hiokhiok ~

Satu2 ira sayang akiff .. dua2 akiff sayang ira .. tiga2 kita sayang each other .. satu dua tiga IRAKIFF FOREVER ^^ hekhek ~ ♥

I love you .. you love me ? OF COURSE I LOVE YOU BABY *melts* xD hahaaha ^^ ;)

omg ! da nak 11;11 lurh ! i miss textin with you , kacau , tease you , jokes around with you , majok together2 , gaduh2 sayang , aku kira sampai 10 tk reply aku majok xD , erhhh nyee nyee nyee thru text ;( , long messages , sing song for you , bb , i nak hug and kiss , wrestling , poke here there , cubit sini sana , kacau org punya height xD hais ~ hahaah ^^ :') <3333 *muah muah muah* wait okay .. i will get my new phone da top up i will text you .. weeeeeeee ~ cant wait .. love ya tayang2 ^^ :D

11:11

I paling tak suke control hidup you .. Yes mmg u pernah cakap ; u wanna control me .. i dont mind .. but i tak suke .. i dont want to be nizam punya ex -.-" haha ! no offence ;) I cuma tk suke th way ppn nk mengatal dgn you .. i tak salah kt u or marah .. it just that i binget with them .. the way drg nk miang2 with guys its like too much lagi2 drg single abh u attached .. so yeah ;) from the bottom of my heart,i really love and treasure you so much..you should know that i will never love anyone else other than you..as much as its sweet,we both know that we still have a long way to go.I’m praying to allah every single night before i go to sleep,through thick and thin,we’ll pull through it all together.. kalau satu kali i dpt tahu ppn mintk number you .. i btl2 cari .. seriously i dont give a damn :) times have changed and things are better. Do you agree with me? And i understand that giving attention to your love one is the most important thing and in the same time understanding each other by putting yourself in their shoe and showered each other with love and care are important too. There are many type for someone to show their love,E,g buying stuff going somewhere expensive and many more,yes it okay to have something like that like once in the blue moon. But baby i don’t need all that all i want is you to love me sincerely and trust me. its okay for me to be under the void deck,garden,macds, as long as i’m with you making love together.All i want is your love and time :') <333 I miss going out with you .. spend time together .. lagi2 makan ice cream .. hahah ;') Yes mmg kita da start busy with schools ... i understand .. we will go out soon ^^ :D <333 *muah* I’ll never stop praying and remember what you told me to promise you. You know i love you, Akiff .see you in a few hours time,sweetheart. (: i miss you like hell you know ?! ;(

Xoxo & goodnight

Love you Bumbum

2012-02-22T00:00:00.000-08:00

This post is for my handsome/best boyfriend ( Muhd Akiff Bin Kamal ) ♥

HAPPY 1 YEAR TO YOU BABY ! U tomorrow give me special hug & kiss okay or maybe read ur long past message in front of me :') i miss that when u read for me kt pondok hais .. my baby bumbum tol xD hahahaah gerenti i *melts* :P <333 hiokhiok ~ Sorry i didnt entertain u since 5+ till 10+ xD I tidur lurh sayang .. i ngantok and penat ni pun i ter bangun anur alarm clock so i can update my blog just for you... ONLYYY YOUUUUU #sing xD HAHAHHAHAAHH ROFL !!! ^^ I just want to kiss you all over and laugh with you and smile with you ^^ :D <333 All i know is that i want to stay here with you as long as i possibly can ... I wanna be with you ... i wanna be with you #sing xD

Right from the bottom of my heart , he's the best boyfriend i ever had ... I've never said this before at my ex's but he's the first.. yes ^^ you're amazing in gazillion ways. He wont say he's proud to have me or tell the world I'm his , because he dares to hold my hand in public when im in a untidy state ;) I really hope that one day , you and i will be able to watch the sunset/sunrise together <3 Thank you for making my day and never fail to make me smile everyday :D ^^ Whatever the obstacle you're gonna go through later in life,

just wanna let you know that "YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE." <3333 ^^ ;)

Xoxo

Baby Love.

2012-02-18T23:11:00.000-08:00

11:11 I love you so much , LOVE ♥

4days i didnt update my blog .. bezakan my baby since last month -.-" dumb2 dia ~ hahhaha .. but at least he update just now .. awww ^^ ;) I love you *muah* <333 see baby bagi i flower time valentines day :D so sweet of him ... walaupun fake i will still appreciate it .. aku bukan mcm ppn kt luar xD hahaha ^^ <3333

I promise you that if i give you my heart its YOURS. keep it baby.I'll be loyal . I'll be here when you need me . I'll love you to the greatest extent i can . I'll treat you right and I'll do anything i can to hold our relationship together :') <3333 I dont want to lose you bb .. Without you i cant function no more #sing i am tired to fight i am tired to talk i just want to relax and just have fun without thinking about losing you.i love you and i am trying my best to be like what you want, i know i didn't show a single thing now but i know i will prove to you in the future.I miss you so much baby. I wish your beside me right now, i need you to be here with me. Hug me and kiss me, showing how much you love and miss me :P ^^ <333 *argh* Melts ~ hekhek .. being in love with you is the sweetest and also painful but i get to manage and get through all problems by being patient ;)

Me & Akiff , we simply just cant stop falling in love . It has been a crazy joyride , with lots of laughter and our usual silly harsh jokes. There's always some arguments about girls/boys jealousy everywhere but we somehow managed to work things out :') No one can stop this LOVE that we had .. Its getting stronger each day ^^ I love you so much hunn :* We just cant stay mad at each other for too long . And him ? he just cant stop bullying/teasing me .. hahah ! I just love him his character , attitude .. everything about him ... It just that we just cant get enough for each other , thats for sure .. I dont want this honeymoon period to be over yet *winkwinks* How i wish i have a book so that i could write our love chapters in :) ^^ <333 Everyone wants to be your sun , but not me . I want to be your moon so i can light up your darkest moments when your sun isnt around ;) ^^ <3333 *kiss forehead*

May Allah bless our relationship, Amin.

xoxo

Hello !

2012-02-14T00:05:00.000-08:00

I know you miss my blog ♥

Half an hour to go to my camp day ~ Hais .. satu hari kalau tk nmpk you mesti tak sah nya :'( mcm satu tahun tk jmpe :P <333 ^^ Im so gonna miss you bb .. but nvm ! I will still text/call you at night .. hehehe ^^ :D *jump3* hiokhiok ~ Erhhhh ... i akan rindu you .. lagi2 pergi school dgn you balik with you ;( Hais ~ Eh nur shahira baru 2days 1 night tau xD hahah ! ^^ nanti bila part u nya turn .. i pun gerenti rasa mcm mana u rasa :P hehee <333 Yay ! cant wait to watch ' THE VOW ' with you .. da lama tk tgk wayang ... hehehe ~

I'm always thinking about you.even at the times I really can't, it will always be you.why do you have to be so addictive darling?I'm so crazy about you, it's getting insane.I'm one of the proudest girls to have a man like you. Keyword: MAN. tapi you man ke syg ? hahahahaha ! xD *just kidding* :P *muaah* <333 Bie idk what to say ;( Im gettin weak .. my blog mcm makin lama makin taik :/ *sigh* Im really sorry syg . But do takecare of urself okay when im nt aroud ;) I will always love you hubby *muah muah muah* now go and sleep while im here sufferin like hell :/

Goodnight sweetdreams sleeptight ily ily ily ily ILOVEYOUU imy ily iny IHAVEYOUU .. muah muah <333 ^^

Xoxo.

11Months love him.

2012-02-07T00:00:00.000-08:00

11Months ❤

OMG ! So fassttt huh i da sygkan you for 11months .. see im so the setia .. hahaha ^^ xD only people dont appreciate dumb2 girl like me ;( *hmph* Lucky im in love with my bestfriend .. I dont know what it is but I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU .. hekhek ~ *FLASHBACK* how shy am i to confess to you that i really2 sayang kan you .. sampai blh jadi stress tkt u tak sayangkan i .. HAHAHA ! sampai i otp dgn nini kt bustop 359 .. i tak layan you .. you pikir i marah dgn you .. den you do heart sign to me .. as in " I *heartshape* you . " hahaha ! awww my boyfie so sweet lurh .. alalalal mcm gf dia gitu xP My life would be nothing without you hunn :* I am so glad that im your GIRLFRIEND .. kan im YOUR GIRLFRIEND ! hahahaha xD ^^ No more *ku tetapkan menunggumu* ni semua blabla .. cause IM YOUURSSS #sing xD hahahaha ^^ :D <3333 Hiokhiok ~ I love the way we talk about our future ... Sometimes i love to imagine things how its gonna be once we are getting older and busy with our works .. spend time together .. hehehee ^^ arghhh ! xD hehehe <333 ^^ For the rest of my life i will be with you ... and stay by your side honest and true xP Aiseyhbedahh ~ xD Dont ever leave me okay ?! I seriously love you sayang ... you know last week kt toilet ... iqah ask me ..

Iqah ; Do you love akiff , ira ? *smile wide* haha !

Me ; Omg ! what a stupid question u asking me ?! of course luh u dumb2 .. I sayang dia ttm sia .. eeee ya allah blh jadi gile sia aku sayangkan dia .. hahahaha ! xD

Iqah ; hahahahaha ! wth ~ alalala :D

Me ; yeaaah ! i really love him ... u blh nmpk pe when u saw me texting him .. laughing by myself and senyum sendiri -.- HAHAHA !

Iqah ; like duhh ~ forever lurh you babe .. hahahah !

Im so sweet .. like your gf nur shahira bte akbar xP hehehe ^^ <3333 *muahmuah*

why i so the geram mode right now ?! I feel like pinching ur cheeks seh bb .. AHAHAHAH ! grrrr ! tmrw2 .. hehehe :P

I want you to respect and love me with all your heart. You dont need to be somebody else just to impress me , I would like it more if you'll simply be yourself ;) I like you for who you are bb :D ^^ Your voice will be my favourite song ! OMG ! especially when u baru bgn .. arghhh *melts* xD mintak kena kiss many2 :p I want you to make me feel special .. tell me im cute even though i look like a mess ..nahh ~ takya lurh bb .. I da terlalu natural da xD hahahahahaha ! Just kidding ~ suke puji diri sendiri tau matae you xP Listen to my stories even when you're sleepy my baby boy ... I know we wont have a flawless relationship but the beauty is .. we'll be able to accept and love the best & worst things about each other .. I want you to be my bestfriend .. you're my bestfriend since 1st feb 2011 :P see im so sweet not like you .. so bitter .. Oopssy daisy ! I promise i will do it again xD hahaha ~ I want us to continue to grow as a person , to discover new things about each other everyday. I am working on being the right woman for you ;) woman eh ?! xD HAHAHAHAHA ! I will always you love sweetheart ... Wanna know something ?!

I selalu suke imagine when kita da besar da ada nakeisha , syakeel , lagi satu idk what u name it .. hahaha ! hais ~ it so gonna be fun you know .. HEHEHEH ^^ :D <333 I suke jakon -.- thats why ~ but i sukeeee ;( your gf so the sukeee *hmph* I sejak mama jihan tgh pregnant .. i selalu doa ya allah semoga mama dapat anak ppn .. hahaha ! tibe2 makin byk anak lelaki kt keluarga i xD i je very the lonely :( I suke sangat tgk baby girl .. jgn ckp babygirl .. babyboy also i like :) I kalau da nmpk baju budak2 kecik especially ppn .. i geram seh bie ! lagi2 dress bila drg pakai bila da start jalan ni semua .. eeee geraaaam nya ya allah ~ hahaha ! ^^ dulu i kecik pn pakai dress .. so nakeisha also kena pakai .. dia kena ikt mummy dia :P hiokhiok ~ think too much lurh ur gf ... alah what to do i just love babies ^^ hehehe ~ <3333 Okaaay da ira da cukup xD masih lama lagi ... hekhek ~

Alamak ! besok my special day for you .. express my love eh ?! i belanja you makan uh tmrw .. you want ? you dont want tkpe .. i eat sorang2 also can xD HAHAHAHAHA ! ^^ :P <3333 why ur gf so the hyper middle of the night ? hantu mana pulak sampok i ?! choi choi ~ mulut .. hantu hyper agaknya bie xD HAHAHAHAHA ! what should i buy for you later baby ? what do you want from me ? I tahu nanti u ckp i cuma nak kasih syg u je .. den later i manja2 with you lurh okay .. i baring kt you .. buat muke puppy face k da eh ira xD hahahaha ! i da save $23 .. i sweet tak ?! sweet sangat2 xP sampai da nak kt smpai 50 .. da blh shoppinnnggg !~ hahaha ! march okay baby *pinkypromise* we shop till drop hor :P

Alah ! why you sleep so early my baby hun ?! ;( why you leave me alone ? ohh tidak ~ berapa jam je .. dia tgh kt shahira world xD hahahaha ^^ :D <333 Baby besok we spend time together okay sweetheart .. you tahu tak time anniversary hati i punya lurh berkecai tk dpt keluar dgn you ;( i sad you know .. da bgs plan2 terus jadi cock up .. nahh its okay ! next month ada .. our 1 year also ada :P hehehe ! 1year 1year .. happynya *lompat lompat* xD Okay da eh ~ ira yg sudah itu sudah xD Okay lurh sweetheart .. kalau i bgn siang i will be your alarm clock .. kalau i tk terbgn .. tu kirekan i da hais .. CEYH TKLURH ! hahahah xD your alarm clock da senget sebelah ... but i will try my best okay my darling ?! *muaah* sleep well sweetheart ~ Kalau terbgn .. do read my blog okay *muaah*

Xoxo & goodnight

Te amo ~

Happy 10months Anniversary baby !

2012-02-04T12:13:00.000-08:00

Happy 10months Anniversary Ir[A]kiff ! ❤

Happy 10th Monthsary, my baby. I'm always here hoping that the love you shared months ago is still as strong today. We've had our ups and downs, we both know. Through it all, our love still managed to grow. Different thoughts we had about so many things, may our love for each other have no ending. We don't have to care about what others gonna say, we'll just show them how we roll with our own lovelife, may it last further. I love you, muhd akiff bin kamal :) you are the most caring, kind, loving, handsome,confident, faithful, educated, beautiful inside and out, supportive, good listener, honest, trustworthy, the perfect one, the only one who knows everything about me. ^^ :D kan sayang ?! :P I’m so in love with you my love. We met as friends then became lovers. I am glad we can get through anything .. I am glad we got love on our side. We had our ups and downs but that only made it better :') I love to tease you, and I love the way you tease me! I love the way you touch me, hold me and whisper into my ear how much you love me…Ah baby I love you so much .. hehehe ! Im getting crazy because of you xP hekhek ~ I cannot imagine my life without you..you are my present, my future and eternity.I love you like I never loved anyone, I need you more than anything in this world and I promise to make you the most happiest man of the world, I swear this to allah ;) this is just the beggining of our life together and I know that there are so many things to come, and we will celebrate our every moment just like today :D But i cant spend time together with you .. tomorrow okay syg ?! *muah muah muah* ^^ <333 I’m willing to go any where with him and any time. he’s my ride to die, partner in crime, motherfucking best friend, lover. We have big plans for our future together. I already know I want to marry him <3 ^^ ;)

Every 4th will always be in my heart ^^ :D

❤❤❤❤

1yr friendship ir[A]kiff

2012-02-01T00:00:00.000-08:00

Happy 1yr Friendship Ir[A]kiff ❤

Guess what baby today is 1st february and last year on this day only we have first talked xD *malu&blush face* xP .. yay yay *lompat lompat* heheh ^^ :D <333 lagi 3 hari our 10months anniversary .. YAY !!!! Ir[A]kiff menang daripada si bdh punya gemok -.- nak mengatal je dgn org lain .. da tipu org ! wth -.- aku sumpah kau kena balik satu hari nanti .. alamak ! tkt dia masih bace pulak eh blog aku .. I dont give a damn ! baru 1 year older .. so ?! who cares -.- i dont care about age .. Pfft ~ sikit pun tak goyang .. hiokhiok ~ HA HA HA HA hhahha hah haaaa -.- xD

Dear Akiff Akiff Akiff ♥ ^^ (time last year) ,

I have always enjoyed the moments with you and I hope you feel the same way too..as I look back on the year that has past...I remember you were always there..from troubled times to smiles :') you always pick me up..make me smile when i'm sad! the first year has meant so much.we've laughed some and we've cried some but as I look ahead..i see our best is yet to come :D i selalu teringat bila i kenal u kt lyss tingkat 4 time cca .. kita semua plan nak mamam kt magic wok .. hehehe ^^ :) so fun .. Hiokhiok ~ ' ira boleh pegang ni ' ' ira boleh sampai tak ' grrr .. kacau je matae aku :p heheeh <333 xP I will always appreciated what you've done for me ... You will always be bestfriend & boyfie till eternity *muah muah muah* I will always love you sayang .. hehe ^^ :D I've never regret knowing you .. knowing you will always be the best part of my life .. Lucky im in love with my bestfriend .. kan kan kan babybumbum !?! erhhhh nyee nyee nyee -.- HAHAHA ^^ :D <333 I love you .. you love me ? OF COURSE I LOVE YOU BABY *melts* xD HAHAHAHAHA ! :) yay ! 3 more days to go .. kita keluar eh syg ?! :) keluar lurh ! kita tgk wayang .. kita walk2 kt beach .. kan gerek .. hehehe ^^ so the romantic xD hahahahaha ! kan kan ^^ :D im your beautiful girlfie :P

So Baby dont worry .. you are my only ~ you wont be lonely .. even if the sky is falling down ! You'll be my only , no need to worry :) Baby are you down down down down down ?! dowwwnnn .. dowwwnnn .. if the sky is falling down :p #singforyou

xoxo

11:11 for you my baby hun

2012-01-28T23:11:00.000-08:00

11:11❤

I feel bad i didnt meet u just now ;( i tak perasan u text me .. i was at swimming pool ... :'( Im so sorry baby ... I feel guilty .. Pls forgive ur stupid gf syg ?! :'( <3333 Im really sorry .. i tak sengaje :/ i rasa tadi i txt u pn u sengaje tknk reply kn psl da tkde mood *sigh* im so sorry.. *muaah* :') I count the hours, I count the days...how much I miss you :( you're my handsome boyfie/hubby .. kan cinta ?! ^^ xP I love you .. you love me bb !? OF COURSE I LOVE YOU BABY *melts* xD heheh .When I first met you kan sayang i felt like i had known you forever :)

I'm scrolling through my cellphone for the 20th time today .. I'm reading that text you sent me again , though I memorized it anyway #singforyou :') <333

I love the way we are together .. even we're not like before ... we need to accept the fact but whatever it is ... my love towards you is still the same like on the 7th march 2011 :') I love you so much babybumbum ! every word you say brings a smile to my heart..your my everything and i love you so much,i hope that we never fall apart..i wish i could be there with you..i wanna make you happy :') i'll do whatever it takes to make us better than any love story .. i want you to trust me like i trust you.thinking back to when we met..thinking how much I really miss you :') Please dont be mad with me abt just now sayang .. i tak sengaje sumpah b i tak sengaje !!!!!!!!! :'( *hmph* why did i have to fall in love with you ? Without you , I cant function no more :'/ <333 I know you're sad / dissapointed baby .. but please dont forget all that we have been through :') *muaaah* I love you so much , I need you so much & I miss you so muchhh <333333 ^^

Xoxo

Forgive me baby ?! :') ♥

Second Post.

2012-01-24T16:53:00.000-08:00

ABOUT ME / FAMILY/ FRIENDS/ Boyfriend ♥

Lets start about me first ? *wink*

I hate people that so quiet xD I love to have fun , make friends & hyper with everyone ^^ :D
I love J.C.O donuts *yummy* lagi2 donut oreo .. Heaven you xD
I love to irrits people . HAHAHAH !
I tak suke orang anti-social ( No offence )
I love hugs and kisses :P
I suka manja dengan orang ..
I love fair - square with peoples ..
I love to hang out with my loved ones .. tak suke ddk rumah mcm budak bdh ( Thats me ^^ )
For sports ; I love badminton , cycling , baby's longboard ... hiokhiok ~ :D
Aku tak suke orang pandang rendah dgn org kurus :/ Sensitive tau :'( lagi2 aku tgh nk make an effort *hmph*
I love shoppings ...
I suke makan macdonalds , LJS , Kfc egg tart , marshmallow , something sweets ... *slurp* XD <3333
Im a lazy person .. but i try not to be lazy :) Cause im a girl .. i have so many things to do up coming future :D
I love to baked cookies , cakes more .. I nak belajar soon :D
I paling suke tgk org masak2 .. lagi2 kt suria ! Best (Y)
I kalau in relationship i paling pantang kalau dlm r/s tu mcm tk fair and square ..
I tak suke lelaki kalau da jadi part of my life .. he disrespect my family , cari pasal ... mcm suruh i lebih dgr ckp dia daripada my own family .. aku kalau dpt lelaki mcm gini ! da mmg mintak kena cerai straight away .. I mean it :D
Aku tak suke org sarcastic dgn aku case melebih .. blm tgk aku sarcastic lebih baik kau diam :) *wink*
I love babies/childrens .. adorable kan drg ?! they like angels to me :D <3333
I love to make people happy/smile even thought i need those too :') <333

Family's

I love family bondings .. case walaupun duit tkde .. at least make a plan main game , movie marathons together , baked or something , keluar makan dinner or lunch , shopping & picnic .
I tak suka bila mum/dad lebih kan abg atau adk more than me :') thats what i hate . I love to be fair and square !
Ira kadang2 sedih kalau nmpk family kat luar semua case bonding ttm .. abh aku punya tk menjadi :'/
Mami/Daddy teach me to be patients , respect & manners towards the baik orang tua baik orang muda .. :)
I want my mum to love and treat me the way i am right now .. no more small kid .. Cause im 18 .
I love dad&mum's that so supporting !!!

Friends

I hate friends that sombong , action , arrogant type
I hate thatwhen we trust that person .. he/she backstab us -.-
I suke friendly nya orang .. that easily can get along with :D ^^
What i love about true friends .. they willing to help us in anyways , be there for us , and wont come and go *Muah* <3
Tak suke kawan makan kawan ... haiyaaa ~
Once you make that promises towards your friends .. please fulfill it okay :)
I tak suke bila kawan case nmpk kawan lagi hidup case senang .. tahu nk duit dia je tapi bukan nk berkwn dgn drg .. thats what i call tu mmg kawan tak gune :)
I paling pantang kwn dtg rumah kita case bongkar barang org tak mintak permission -_____- abh curik brg org case senyap2 .. WTF -.-"
I love to hang out with baby's friends more than my own friends .. hahaha ! idk why :P pada me ppn tk brp sgt .. bukan apa but laki tkde gaduh mcm ppn -____- mengadah2 .. HAHAHAAH ! fact okay ?! :P sorry to say .. but its true :D
I love to hang out with many peoples .. the more the merrier :P hehee !
Aku sebagai kwn org .. i willing to help them ^^ :D care about them , listen to their problems .. thats me ^^ aku suke tlg dgn ikhlas .. thats why mami ckp tkmo terlalu baik nanti lama2 drg pijak kepala kau :/
Aku tak suke bila kwn take advantage dgn kita ... and i hate when kita da gaduh dgn kwn kita .. abh dia spread kt semua org pasal perangai kita ni semua lurh whatever etc luh blablabla luh .. lol ! so childish -.- be more matured will you ? :)
Aku tak suke kawan yg case mcm rapat dgn kita hidup senang nanti drg mcm ; eh krg , i blh beli apa i nak .. krg blh ke dpt barang2 dpt mcm gini ?! kalau aku ada kwn mcm gini .. da mmg mintak kena terajang kt bwh dia -____- hahaha !
I hate attention seekers ...

BOYFRIENDS( bukan aku ada byk boyfriends eh , i referin to the

that's attached :P )

I love guys that respect their family's and his gf family's :') <3
I love guys that had manners & respect towards the eldest.
Their cuteness , handsomeness , character :) #TurnOn mcm my boyfriend ( Muhd Akiff Bin Kamal )
I love guys that give their girls full of surprises ...
Know how to make her smile when she's down.
If she's crying .. hug her from behind :')
A simple hi can brighten a girl's day.
Call for no reason.
Dance with her even if you feel stupid.
Never tell a girl she's useless in any way.
Leave her little messages that she can read later when you're not around.
Kisses on the neck make a girl tingle.
Hugs are the best medicine.
Girls like it when you play with their hair.
. Be patient when she takes forever to get ready. (PLEASE!) THATS WHY -.- hahahahaha xD
Keep in mind to be happy in front of her. She'll think you're not having fun.
Don't try to guess a girl's feelings. Ask her.
Take her everywhere you go with your friends. If she can't come, say you will miss her. Don't invite anyone else.
Keep your promises; a girl remembers everything the guy she loves tells her.
Keep a calendar. Remember her birthday and your anniversary. ( I always do that :P ) hehe ^^ :D
Let her fall asleep on you.
Be first and last to wish her a happy birthday.
When you play games always let her win.
When a girl goes out of her way to see you, make it worth it.
When us girls get together, we talk about everything. My friends know everything about you.
She's love how you guys always support their decisions and choices in life.
I love guys that sacrifice their sleeps just for one girl :)
I love cuddling :P HAHAHAHAHA ! ^^ Hiokhiok ~
I love to smell baby's armpit 0.o HAHAHAHAHAH ! ;P

Ni semua aku type ni .. its the fact okay :D *muaah*

Xoxo

You make my day yesterday.

2012-01-24T12:47:00.000-08:00

I love my handsome boyfriend .

He always make my day without fail *muah* ♥

Semalam baby tggukan me under my blk den kita naik bus 3 off to punggol inter turun kt harbour front .. kita broadwalk sampai kt sentosa ^^ :D Best tau ! Kalau picnic dgn boyfie je ^^ hehehe ~ Im so happy you know semalam :P Hiokhiok ~ Den kita naik shuttle bus nk pergi siloso beach .. punya lurh byk keling .. mcm kena bad luck sak kita dua xD hahaha ! Its like half of the beach mcm tmpat keling already :/ abh melayu satu pn aku tk nmpk .. mcm kita dua je gitu :( hahaha ! sad life huh ?! but nahh ~ i still enjoy myself yesterday with bb .. hehehe ^^ kan syg ?! *muah* <333 Baby makin gemok .. see see bdn dia ! babats dia mintak kena gigit dgn matae dia :P Den arnd 6+ off we go .. pasal da hujan nasib tk lebat seh .. tggu baby dia nak tukar baju ni semua .. abh aku main dgn iphone dia jap abh tibe2 ada group of india's gadoh -.- da bukan mcm kt sentosa da mcm kt serangoon sak xD HAHAHAHA ! haiyoyo ~ Den baby keluar je kan .. *jeng3* Meltss mode xD AHAHAHAAHAHAH ! handsome sangat2 .. tgk lurh matae siapa ?! :p tkde org blh ambik lurh -.- aku tendang virgina krg baru tahu biar laki nk masuk konek kt dlm lobang krg pn tk blh .. HAHHAHAHA ! okay nur shahira jahat :P No offence ! no snatch snatch people bf uh ... muke aku innocent and terlalu baik sgt kt org tapi blm tgk wild aku .. CEYH ! look whose speaking xD hiokhiok ~ den baby n me tggu kan shuttle bus .. ya allah ! ramai nya org xD but nasib cepat sikit :) Den i bilang baby i nk pergi resort world .. nk gy kedai victoria secret nk survey body mist yg aku nak beli tu .. sedap youu bau dia xD HAHAHAAHHA ! Den baby ckp eh kena naik bus tau .. 2 last bustop kena turun -.- jalan punya jalan padahal da kt resort world .. mintak kena wrestling dgn aku ni gemok .. hahah ! nasib i syg tau :P hhee ^^ <333 den da survey ... terus baby nk pergi kedai long board kt harbour front .. tapi dia tknk pasal da tk cukup time aku rasa :) Den terus beli my kfc egg tart and den HOME SWEET HOME ^^ :D to irakiff heaven .. Oops :x hahaahah ! ^^ :D hehehe ~ <3333 Dia lurh yg paling first matae aku jejak sentosa dgn aku .. alalala happy tau aku ^^ He's the first guy that i get so many surprises from him .. walaupun benda kecik .. it means so much to me syg ^^ *muah muah muah* mcm mana syg aku tk makin lebih xD hehehe ^^ I love you so much my handsome <3333 ♥

Ni baru sekarang dia text aku ; GoodMorning Baby Buffalo ! *muaaaah* I miss you and I love you so much ;) <333 ^^

Dia panggil aku baby buffalo .. stupid dia ! hahaha ! ~ he's my baby baboon xD HAHAHAHAHAH ! :D

Okay lurh till here .. Besok da school ! baby masuk pkl 12 ;( i go school alone *hmph* aku habis pkl 12 xD hahaha ! ku tetapkan menunggumu walau apa pun berlaku .. ku tetapkan bersamamu ^^ hehe alalala ur gf so sweet .. say yes baby xD

xoxo

Sentosa Tomorrow ^^ :D

2012-01-22T13:45:00.000-08:00

Sentosa ♥

Yay yay ! besok sentosa dgn baby .. Kita picnic gather2 campak makanan semua kt muke dia .. ceyh tklurh ! hahaha jahatnya aku xD ^^ <333 So i plan kalau kita jejak sentosa .. i nk siloso beach ;P heheh ! ^^ :D Kita picnic under the coconut tree .. nanti I bukak lagu mohombi - coconut tree k baby ?! HAHAHAHAHAHA xD Under the coconut tree,you be chilling with me...making love to you in a bedford room made of sand and sea #singforyou ^^ :D heheh ! Kita buat sandcastle ... campak air kt each other ! Hais .. i can imagine already .. hehehe ^^ Im so over excited ... i know ur gf da terlalu excited .. hahaha ! apa lagi USS :P hehe ^^ itu soon kena save duit xD Hmm .. besok pagi suruh mami beli roti .. uat roti telur ! den maybe goreng nuggets sikit .. Den pack2 ... get ready to picnic .. kalau ada basket mmg aku nk bwk je xD tapi tkde :/ *hmph* I've plan to wear my pink dress .. weeee !~ kalau ada topi yg case utk beach2 tu aku gerenti pakai ;( tapi tkde ! yelurh aku da over limit .. hahahaha xD tapi i like :( Aku kalau part picnic mmg gini xD hahahhha ! Picnic under the coconut tree .. main game ..maybe i bring extra clothes :) sandcastles , main air , apa lagi ?! Kita jalan2 ^^ :D den i nak gy resort world situ nk cari kedai victoria secret .. I nak survey2 botol body mist ... hahaha ! aku kalau beli baby bau je bdn aku 24jam -.- hahahaha ! xD ^^ <333 kan bb ?! *muaah* Tak sabarnya aku ! xD hehehe ~ 12 to 13 more days to our 10months anniversary ! aku concentrate dgn anniversary je xD hahahaha ! :) <333

So Many Things I Need To Do / Wanna Buy ;)

Victoria Secret ( Bombshell(bodyMist) Pink(bodymist) rasa watermelon & beryy <333 Wangii youuu xP hehe ^^
Treatment for my hair :/
New clothes , accesories , jeans & mostly dress :P heheh ^^
Shoes , sandals
New bags.
Need to save money for Ir[A]kiff couple's tee .
New Makeups ..

Banyakkan ?! ehehehe ^^ :D Nanti kalau holiday ke apa .. Aku betul2 kena cari part time work :/ Serious shit ! So many things i need to buy for myself .. Da nak masuk 18 .. tk blh jadi pemalas xD hahahahaha ! My birthday i nak new wallet case panjangnya wallet .. simple and nice :( Palaroid or polaroid .. ntah lurh nama dia ! i mati2 nk camera tu :( so i can take photo w baby ! blh taruk kt buku utk kenangan ^^ :D <3 I want my 18th birthday to be best day ever for me :') <333 Thats all i want .. I want to be like a princess for that day ! heheeh .. bestkan aku pn da start imagine ni :P hehehe ! Aku nak badan aku naik and my height naik sikit until end of this year .. I need to make an effort to eat more more more :P ^^ <333 Yes yes baby yes ! xD hahahaha ~ Okay lurh till here .. I will update my blog tmrw after i had fun with boyfie kt sentosa .. snap here n there ! rindu tau keluar dgn dia snap gmbr mcm budak bengap xD ^^ <333 *muah*

Xoxo

I love you , I need you & I miss you so much Muhd Akiff Bin

Kamal :') ♥

11:11

2012-01-18T23:11:00.000-08:00

11:11 ♥

I love you very the muchy cuchy puchy ~

I keep wondering why a guy like you would pick a girl like me. I mean, to me, we're like worlds apart but you're definitely the missing piece to my puzzle..you always have your ways to make me want you so bad..my best days are those I've spent and will keep spending with you & every moment you're away from me, it feels like a lifetime apart. Knowing that our hearts will still beat as one gives me faith that we won't stray away from each other, mentally. I always am thankful for what I have and whenever I count my blessings, I never fail to count you in. You're definitely one of those who made my life worthwhile. Who made me feel like my burden is taken off my shoulders when you give me a hug. You always find ways to keep me smiling and I can't help but fall in love with you more & more as days go by.I don't really care about what other people say about you and us but all that matters is that you are the one that I'll be looking forward to texting, calling, meeting, missing every day. Sure, we've argued a little here and there but like I say, we fuss, fight and mess up all because of love only to learn from mistakes and not to repeat it again :P <333 ^^ I will always love you muhd akiff .. no girls can take u away from me.. CAUSE YOU'RE MINE :P muahahahah !~ xD im so tired .. actually ni 11;11 msg i utk you okay .. sorry i tk lyn u sangat nari .. im so tired hun :( text or call me in the morning kk baby *muaah* <333 ;)

Goodnight sweetdreams sleeptighty ily ily ily ily ILOVEYOUU imy iny ily IHAVEYOUUU ... *muaaah* ^^ :D <333

Xoxo

My Handsome Boyfriend

2012-01-14T13:39:00.000-08:00

Let me tell you about the boy in this picture. We knew each other since last year 1st February 2011 . I know it's just a short time but alot of things happen. He change my life alot and fill it with happiness. It takes alot of time for me to get to know him because I thought a girl like wouldn't get a chance to get to know him. I felt that I was lucky to have a special someone in my life. What I mean special is,he makes me happy even though he never did anything. Whenever I looked at him,I would smile non stop.Whenever we go out,i would always secretly looked at him without him noticing and watch his smile,it really make my day. He's the sweet apple in my eye. If I have the courage I would tell him right in front of his eyes that he's everything to me. I would tell him how handsome,sweet,kind hearted and caring he is. No one has ever been so caring to me,only him. Even though we are in the same ite different courses i always think of him and always wonder what he's doing right now. he's awesome and that's why he's special to me . He's my bf,I would treasure him close to my heart and would hold his hands tight and tell him I won't leave you behind and I'll always be by your side through his whole life. I never thought I would like someone so bad because recently Its hard for me to like someone but after knowing this smelly boy ,I knew that he's different from others. I would like to tell you how lucky I am to have you. I promise I won't be like other girls leaving you,even though ups and downs,I'll always love you no matter what. I'll fight for you because I know it's worth fighting for.if you're reading this,this is the truth that I've been keeping for so long from you because I'm just too scared to tell you.you don't need to be perfect because to me you're perfect for me. You're so charming in my eyes and I want you to stay.love you my baby prince.

Xoxo

My Everything ♥

Ir[A]kiff.

2012-01-12T20:58:00.000-08:00

Every 4th ♥

Dear my baby bumbum ,

You tahu tak setiap kali kita gaduh .. kalau airmata i da start meleleh gmbr ni je lurh i selalu tgk and i uat nangis semcm :') <333 I can flash back easily when i see this photos .. how much fun we had since feb till before we official ! I really love you so much muhd akiff .. Marah2 , perangai2 pun i tetap masih sayangkan you .. tak pernah pun sesekali i benci org yg i betul2 sayang :') Tkde sekali pn i nk benci relationship kita jugak pasal .. there's so much memories we had ! And i can see that you're the one for me ... you my one and only baby bumbum :') <333 ' Iraaa ... akiff punya baby#1 kan ?! ' ingat ni sentence ;'( *crying badly* I just want you to understand my feelings like how i try to understand ur feelings .. but idk why u keep thinking negative sedangkn i da cakap but still .. I cant help it ~ I just kept quiet .. then i keep rewind it back .. Im sorry if i make you angry or etc .. example when i didnt even ans ur question ni semua .. i get irritated sometimes but sometimes ur question just tk blh uat i jawab benda tu :/ I tak nak our relationship to be in this state. I this few days lain pasal u and irahh smile .. its not that i tak bagi u berkwn dia .. atau nk benci dia ! mmg dia kawan i .. but sejak u contact dia and otp dgn dia bila time mlm .. i selalu pikir ; i ni siapa ?! :'( sampai kdg2 goodnight msg i tk dpt pn i diam je .. i cuma tgk video u je kt blog bila part u ckp goodnight ni semua baru i tidur ;'( kadang2 bila u otp dgn dia my msg kdg2 sampai tak ter reply ... and thats where i selalu fed up and binget sendiri tk tentu pasal .. nanti2 kadang2 bila u cerita kt i pasal irahh smile .. i selalu kn ckpp ' ohh okay , okay ' i tknk cakap banyak ... i diam je ~ semalam pun actually i otp dgn izam pn pasal i bbl psl u ... den dia ckp dia tak suke tgk i sedih .. pasal dia ckp airmata ppn tu case precious .. ' and he dont like his own friend sedih because of this r/s and i say okay i wont be sad ... and dia pun ckp dia nk back off pasal dia tk nk u pikir apa2 pasal he respect our relationship .. dia nk jmpe i ni semua he just wanna see wether im okay ke tak as friend he only care je nothing else .. he's just a friend of mine .. but u pikir izam mcm nk rampas i daripada u .. sedangkn dia tk suke kan i pun ;( Pasal i bilang kt dia .. i cuma setia kepada muhd akiff bin kamal je ! :'( pasal dia je yg blh uat i bahagia ... *crying badly* I dont wanna lose .. do you know that ?! makin hari makin menambah sayang i kat you ..Selama ni i belanja u pun .. pasal im trying to be the old me :'( I selalu nangis mlm2 teringat pasal kita .. and pikir pasal you ni semua ! Bila kita gaduh .. i nangis kt bilik and my lung hurts like hell .. sampai i ambik wallet i .. bace u punya first letter setiap kali kita gaduh i bace semua letter u bagi i :'( you sukakan i bila part .. u kacau i taruk kasut kt atas pintu haikal sedangkn blm taruk i da gerakkan pintu tu xP hahaha ! hais :') I sampai ckp sendiri u tahu tak .. ira btl2 sygkan muhd akiff :'( I kadang2 benci dgn diri i .. kenapa i selalu buat u mcm gini :'( Tadi bila kt dlm bus tk bbl tk apa ... i ckp kt dlm hati ... Ya allah , apa aku da buat ?! apa salah aku terhadap dia ? aku tk blh buat dia bahagia .. aku rasa ada ppn kt luar lagi blh uat dia bahagia .. biar lurh ira terseksa tapi jgn dia .. Pasal ira daripada dulu nk tgk dia bahagia and berjaya satu hari nanti kalau ira tk dpt bersama dgn muhd akiff bin kamal :'( I tknk relationship kita mcm i dgn shah dulu :'( Pasal i da byk meranah 2010 :'( I da terlalu meranah dlm hidup i gara2 semua ex i ... pasal hati i selalu ketepi .. perasaan i mcm tak pernah terjaga .. sejak i move on hati i kuat balik pun pasal you .. you buat i bahagia balik .. u changed me the happy ira den emo , lonely & sad all this bullshit stuffs :'/ I really love you sayang .. as what i say im trying to save all the money just to fulfill all the promises that i say towards you :') <3333 I buat ni semua pasal i sayangkn you .. You selalu cakap yang you're a bad boyfriend .. sedangkn i tgk org je tk appreciate you .. and u sanggup buat ape2 .. actually it should be opposite .. im the one is useless .. pasal sejak lepas birthday u ni semua .. i da tk semangat alik ... *sigh* I just want the old me .. the one that always be there for you and make u happu 24hrs .. ;'( Bila you sakit .. i risau ni semua sampai kita gaduh semua i sanggup turun sana bila tgh hujan lebat .. :'( bila i masuk bilik .. u tgh baring and peluk .. i rasa tenang bila u peluk i ... pasal i feel that everything is back to normal ... I just want the old us muhd akiff ! I rindu bila u bace kan i long message sedangkn time tu i tgh blush kt pondok .. remember ?! :') <333 Bila time tu kita nk balik loyang .. mana2 kita jalan nk otw gy skola dulu kita .. i mana2 ingt kenangan kita dulu ... main longboard , cycling , spend time dgn you .. pergi central sama2 beli i punya blueberyy donut semua etc .. I miss the good times about us .. not like now .. gaduh gaduh ! NOT GOOD :( i paling tk suke bila kita gaduh .. i pn tahu u tk suke .. You binget2 dgn i pun .. i tak pernah pun nak balas balik i diam je .. nak u calm down but it didnt work :'( Pasal im ur stupid gf .. *hmph* I paling rindu sekali bila kita dua rapat dgn kwn2 you bis , sayyidi semua .. i rather hang out with them den ite friends :'( hais ! pasal i feel much more better with them around .. sabrina semua .. i feel so much better ! Ite life i just feel sadness at there :'( I da bilang dgn you sblm kita jejak ite ... i da ckp i tkt kita akan gaduh ni semua .. and this is what happen :'( *sigh* </3 hais ! Please forgive me for what i've done to you ? I I want this relationship to be like before .. thats all i want .. nothing else ! i tak mintak pape pun dari you.. i cuma nak kasih syg you je :'( I want you to show to the world that this is us .. and im gonna be your first and the last till last breathe .. :'( tu je .. i tk mintak barang2 mepek .. cuma kasih syg je i perlu ! attention everything .. all this ! :'( Ku ingin engkau menjadi milikku .. aku akan mencintaimu menjagamu selama hidupku dan aku kan berjanji hanya kau lurh yg ku sayangi :'( <333 I cant deny that you're my one and only and you're my bestest man on earth :') <3333 *muah muah muah* :D Forever and always , I'll be loving you my baby boo :p <333 ^^ Senyum tau .. and say EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe *cheeky face* hahaahah xD ^^ Lets make this relationship much more better syg .. show to the world that our love is way more sweet and natural pure .. ceyh xD ^^ hahaha ! kata THIS IS US :P Dont break my heart into pieces again baby :') I cant stop loving you .. Hmm ~

Xoxo

Akiff ira punya ... Ira akiff punya kan ?! :')

ITE SIMEI HERE I COME :)

2012-01-08T23:11:00.000-08:00

If you happy and you know you're akiff punya ... MINE MINE ♥

Yay ! besok da school ^^ ;) Gonna wake up arnd 7 .. bathe then siap2 den off to meet my babyboo dekat whitesand eat our breakfast cukup time naik bus 12 kita gy school ^^ :D den balik sama2 ^^ yay ! Ir[A]kiff forever :p betul tak ? BETUUUUL xP <333 But i takut jugak whats gonna happen once da jejak ite life ?! Mudahan2 tuhan sentiasa melindungi ira and matae ira *amin* :D Monday-Wednesday all the way orientation .. den after that back to normal .. study study study ! Mostly practical theory practical theory .. gitu lurh :) ^^ <3 I want to study hard as what i promise my parents and boyfie that im gonna focus and get what i want once i da nk gy higher nitec ;) Insyallah ! ^^ <3 Aku mcm rasa masih tgh holiday seh 0.o hahah ! tkde rasa besok ada skola :/ *jeng3* xD hahaha !~ My room smell baby's perfume .. and i like it uhuh hahahah xD Aku tunggu je tu buffalo reply msg aku .. hhahaa ! xD dua2 otak case senget sekejap xD hahhaha ! Kata THIS IS US :p <333 ;) Okay lurh .. Btw im so excited for my new school .. lagi2 matae aku sama skola dgn aku .. alalalal tayang2 dia .. hehehe ^^ :D Tapi i tk tahu class dia kt mana :/ nanti aku dapat dia cari mcm mana .. dulu time secondary class aku dgn dia case opposite je xD aku kt bwh dia kt atas .. hehehe ^^ :P Alah :( cuma break time je i blh jmpe my baby boo :'( So sad ~ tkpe blh text .. huak huak ~ heheh ^^ :D nanti break time kita feed together2 .. ketawa sini sana .. nanti hyper 24jam .. hehe gerenti best kan kalau r/s kita case happy je xP ^^ <333 *muah muah* Yesterday i gaduh dgn baby thru fb den terus idk what happen .. kerja aku nangis je .. aku kan girl gembeng xD hahah ~ but we get to otp arnd 5+ nearly 6 in the morning .. We had a talk .. try to gain our love back like before :') yes we will dont worry .. :D <333 *muaaaah* i love you so much sayang .. Da ite kita tunjuk drg kita punya syg mcm mana okay .. biar drg jealous .. kita dua tkya jealous .. hahaha :p ^^ Baby baby i love you .. you love me me ?! hehehe ^^ :D OF COURSE I LOVE YOU BABY *melts* xD <333 ^^ alamak2 .. 11:11 ohh shit .. okay jap ! 11;11 is here for you my baby boo<3

11 :11

Saya nak tahniah kepada muhd akiff .. eh salah lurh ! hahaha xD 11:11 I love you so much my everything ... thanks for giving me alot of love happiness in our love story .. please remember i will always appreciate what you've done for me .. memang bila i sedih ni semua i selalu ingt bila u selalu dtg sini with surprise just to say sorry and want to wether im okay .. yes i mmg selalu ingat ni semua syg .. tkmo pikir i tk pernah pun ingt apa yg u da uat utk i selama ni ;) I love you so much syg <333 *muah* We will go to sentosa bila kita free kk baby ;) <3 skola pn da start and our courses is different .. and our timetable pun kdg2 tk sama syg :) ^^ Kita gy sentosa .. main air .. snap pictures .. lovely dovey .. awww gerenti sweet mcm pintu syurga ^^ :D kan sayang ?! <3 heheh ^^ cant wait .. more plans to go :D you my baby peanut butter im your baby nutella :p heheh ~ *muah muah* I cant afford to lose you anymore .. kadang2 bila kita gaduh .. im scared that i will lose you easily ;'( <333 *hmph* You're my EVERYTHING .. *muaaah* you mean the world to me, I just wish you could know, my love for you is bigger than the sea :') I want us to be happy like before .. no fights .. more trust happiness love everything ^^ :D Let the world know baby that our love is way more better than them :') <333 ^^ *muaaaaaaah* i love you so much cinta :p

Why im so sweet urh today ?! hhahaha xD ^^ <333 everyday uat gini urh .. nanti baby makin syg aku .. ceyh :p hhahha xD ^^ *tayang2 dia* Muah muah muah :p see ya tmrw .. nanti i morning call you kk .. GOODMORNING SAYANG ! WAKEY WAKEY ITS TIME TO GO TO SCHOOL :p hehehe ^^ <333 rindunyaaa alahai xD

XOXO

11:11

2012-01-04T23:11:00.000-08:00

11:11 ♥

I will never stop loving you .. Thanks for the surprise baby :') so sweet of you... walaupun it a just small teddy bear n ur perfume (the one that i love to smell ) xD I really appreaciate what you've done for me .. *muah* Tayang2 dia :p hehehe ~ B i love you .. you love me ? OF COURSE I LOVE YOU BABY . ahahaha xD ^^ <333 If I could have just one wish,I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck .. My love for you is so strong..it's always just the same baby ;) I want you to know how much you means to me .. darling please, trust me with your heart :') <333 I want us to be forever, and I know we will make it through the good and the bad.I wrote your name in my heart and forever it will stay.you have completed me and my life..I want to be the one you talk about when you talk to your friends bout the one you loving,the one you can run to the one you can confide in ;) I dont want to lose you easily.. you're my everything :') my love and life , happiness , my heart .. :D I really miss you dearly ;'( i wish you were here to hug me tightly .. *hmph* <3 our relationship you'll always be my friend not just a simple friend but a special friend at that .. I want to spend my whole life with you :P I will love u forever muhd akiff bin kamal and no matter how much we fight..things will be ok , like I said I will love u forever..no matter what happens :') <3333 *muah muah muah* it just a short sweet post for you okay :) I love you very the muchy cuchy puchy.. kalau besok i bgn siang i give u a morning call okay *winkwinks* MUAAAAAAAAAAAAAH !

Ira sayang bumbum ira xP

Xoxo

Te amo ~

Happy 9months boyfie.

2012-01-04T00:00:00.000-08:00

Happy 9months Anniversary Ir[A]kiff ♥

Dear handsome guy ,

Thanks for giving me so much of love , happiness , trust & honestly .. I really appreciate for what you've done for me sweetheart :') <333 I dont want to fight with you anymore .. u selalu ckp i deserve someone better sedangkn i just want you in my life till eternity. ^^ You're the only guy is in my heart no one else can enter .. da kena kunci da xD hahaha ~ Akiff .. ira terlalu sayangkan akiff .. :'( tkde yg lain selain daripada muhd akiff bin kamal :') and i tknk pun pisah dgn you .. mati je yang boleh pisahkan kita :') <333 I love you so much bb ^^ I nak hidup kita tenang .. no one cam harm our love baby. As long we trust each other that will be okay :') One more thing tkmo pun sesekali syg i lebih daripada allah okay baby bumbum ? :') <3333 *muah* you're the one that i want to grow old with .. and when we're old and wrinkled , we'll be able to prove to young people that our love can actually last a lifetime ;) <333 *winkwinks* Whenever you are around when we are together i feel secured , happy and my life and day seems so wonderful and beautiful.

My dil goes hmmmmmm .... xD

I dont want to lose you baby bumbum ... you gonna be my first and last :') <333 I dont need a perfect guy that willing to buy expensive stuff .. i just wanna lead to a average life .. love happiness trust will do .. thats all i want nothing else ;) <333 I dont need all this expensive stuff .. Love dont need money they need actions :D betul tak sayang ? BETUUUUL xP ^^ heheeh <3 love you cinta ? you love me ? OF COURSE I LOVE YOU BABY *melts* -.- tnya tapi jwb sendiri .. ni lurh u punya matae ;p hehehe ^^ I cant wait for our 1yr .. heheh ^^ da nanti 2013 kita da 2yrs+ ceyh .. kalau kita kekal selamanya2 ^^ :D Amin . Nur shahira takkan tinggalkan Muhd Akiff as long you dont break my heart into pieces :') you are the first guy that i fully trust baby .. be thankful :p hehe ! I really miss you so much .. How i wish you were here so that i can hug you xD I just wanna say that bukan you sorang je perlukan attention .. i pun nak attention jugak .. semua manusia mmg nak tu sayang .. we have our own feelings how we feel when we didnt get that ;) ^^ you the only one I want , all it took was a little patience, a lot of faith, and a crazy amount of love. We don't know how long our journey will be, but we know we'll be together to the end and this makes the bad times more bearable, and the good times even better.I want you to know that I still choose you, I still choose us. I love our life, our love ... I love you and I love the way you love me. I never, ever thought I would have that. Thank you for making our story a love story sayang :') <3333 I cant wait to see you soon ... *muah muah muah*

Satu2 hari ni anniversary kita dua2 ira untung dapat akiff tiga2 ira syg sgt dgn akiff satu dua tiga semoga kita kekal selamany ^^ :D hehehe ~ <3

Xoxo

Te amo ~

2012.

2012-01-02T20:02:00.000-08:00

2012 ♥

My new year's resolution :

Gain more weight arnd 45 to 47kg .. Woopwoop xP
More happines , love , trust & honesty :')
Be a better person towards my loved ones..
Achieve what i want ^^ :D Amin .
Height 160+ .. Need to drink more milk :( Help me help me !~ haha
Nak start sembahyang .. Insyallah :')

Da 2012 .. Alahaaiii ~ hahaha ! New school , New friends , Its gonna be a good memories for this year ^^ :D <333 I cant wait to be 18 .. Woopwoop xD Da tua eh ?! tapi muke forever young .. hahaha !~ But im lovin it . So many things i need to plan for my upcoming future .. I seriously need focus on my studies .. makin lama makin tua aku dibuatnya ! hahah ~ Plan to take my driving license .. Focus more on the courses i get at ite simei :/ Aim to higher nitec get the course that i want .. I dont think i can get my nurse ;( Sad huh ?! Maybe i will try business mana tahu satu hari my doa kabul . Insyallah amin :') hehe ~ And need to find a friend that nk belajar je .. org nk cabut ni semua aku mls nk layan ! hahaha no future at all :P No offence ~ hehe ! tk sabar nk meet my gf's .. awww ~ gerenti hyper siak satu2 .. somemore gonna be more kecoooh ;) <333 ^^ Yay tuhan tk putus kan Ir[A]kiff tau .. kita same school :D Blh pergi school sama2 dgn boyfie ;P <333 ^^ 2yrs course huh .. ape aku kisah .. walaupun aku 19 ke 20 dlm ite tu pun aku tetap nk belajar .. pasal org nk berjaya :) As long we have our own career da okay tu .. daripada tkde career .. Pfft ~ haha *winkwinks* Surya elyna coming back to school around may :/ aku rasa .. Attachment punya psl .. Haiyoo ~ Im gonna wait for you ;) haha aku gerenti paling first msg .. mana kau ?! xP hahaah ~ Mudahan2 i know what's right and wrong :D Tuhan sentiasa melindungi ~ Nitec , higher nitec , Poly insyallah if i study more hard .. up to university insyallah amin :D Gaji makin besar pun jadi .. As long i know that i wanna make my parents proud of me .. Not just with me .. dgn my two bro's also :D ^^ Ira pun doa sentiasa mudahan2 my adk da naik pri 4 .. dia belajar lurh btl2 ... ni anak main2 .. mcm mana benda semua nk masuk otak .. I dont want him to be like me .. retain :/ *sigh* Mudahan2 tak . Amin :D <3 Da besar gerenti handsome dia ^^ :D haha ~ Macam ' Shamir Khan ' -______- HAHAHAH ! siak . I love to imagine things before i go to sleep .. korang pun gerenti gitu kan ?! ;P hehe ! I want my small bro to be clever boy ... Study hard and get a good career .. jadi senang dia dpt ppn .. mana tahu da besar makin handsome ppn byk kejar dia .. Hahah !:D <333 ^^ Gerenti dia makin tinggi nanti :/ Da nanti org pikir aku ni sebagai kakak dia mcm aku yg paling bongsu -.- hahahaah ! da aku kena minum susu hari2 jadi cepat naik sblm aku jadi 18 :/ *hmph* i dont want my height to be the same every year .. mcm tk grow2 siak aku :( Aku benci bila orang ckp aku kurus .. tak pikir perasaan orang mcm mana -____- aku tahu lurh krg berisi .. takya nak pandang rendah pe dgn org yg kurus .. WTH -.-" nanti satu hari krg kena balik daripada tuhan baru tahu , biar padan muke xP hahaha ~ tapi apa aku heran .. as long their words wont bring me down .. Im a strong girl and i know what to do ^^ :D hehe ~ <333 I update my blog pun pasal tgh bored .. Tgh sakit rabak pun ada tapi step hyper je aku :/ I will try to update my blog hari2 lurh okay :') Insyallah kalau i tk malas ;) Okaay lurh till here .. I harap2 me and boyfie will last till eternity .. Amin :D <3333 *muah*'

Xoxo

Nur Shahira tak pernah lupakan Muhd Akiff :')

2011-12-30T22:04:00.000-08:00

Nur Shahira tak pernah lupakan Muhd Akiff :') ♥

I tak pernah lupakan you :'( Every secs,mins&hours i didnt even forget about you .. I selalu pikir pasal you muhd akiff :'/ Kenapa u suruh i lupakan you bila i tgh bbl dgn surya sdgkn i tgh pikir .. apa masalah you sampai ckp gitu ?! :/ I tak tahu luh syg .. the way i wanna get along w surya semua .. u jealous ni semua .. tapi bila part u dgn kwn u semua .. i tak pernah complain ..Abh u selalu pikir i akan gy dgn lelaki lain sedangkn i cakap i takkan pun pergi kt laki lain .. lagi2 hati i cuma untuk you :') *crying badly* I bukan nk tuduh you atau benci you .. i da cakap syg , you sad i sad you happy i happy you hyper i will be double hyper :') if you're like this tkde mood .. its like my heart pun terluka jgk .. you're half of my life/heart :'( <3333 i really love you muhd akiff .. it just that i tak suke lurh tengok u mcm gini ! *hmph* i sebagai matae you .. i've the right to know whats ur problem and what you feel when you have that problems okay :'( i tak pernah lurh biarkan matae i mcm gitu .. i tk kisah lurh small or big matter .. as long i know im there for you and listen to your problems ?! :') Susah senang sama2 happy sedih sama2 baby bumbum :') I dont wanna lose you .. i dont care what people wanna say about us .. as long we still stay strong muhd akiff :'( I will always be there for you thru good or bad times .. I promise you muhd akiff :') you better tell me the whole story later syg .. A-Z ^^ :D I will be waiting for you to come back home :D <3333 I love you so much cinta :') *muah muah muah* Cium neck dia many2 .. STIMMMM JE xP hahahahah ! ^^ Smile baby smile *cheeky face* nnti on 9th kita pergi skola sama2 okay sayang :D I love you very the muchy cuchy puchy .. *blueeeek* heheh ! :')

I love you and I wont leave you , Muhd Akiff Bin kamal ! ♥

xoxo

11:11 babyboo

2011-12-28T23:11:00.000-08:00

11:11 My sweet pumpkin ♥

Ohh pujaan hatiku , apa khabarmu ? Ku harap kau baik-baik sahaja #singforyou ;P hahah ^^ <333

Yesterday night when im about to sleep .. tibe2 flashback the time when i get to know you till we confessed .. and the outings that you and me plan :) hahah .. I wanna go sentosa with you badly :'( Ddk kt beach .. picnic sama2 ;) watch the sunset together <333 Tapi bankrupt -______- HAHAAAH ! I need to start saving money.. *Winks* Sayaang , you tahukan you je lelaki istimewa dlm hati n hidup i ? :) Hehe ~ I love you very the muchy cuchy puchy cinta ^^ :D you love me ? OF COURSE I LOVE YOU BABY ! i jwb kan you :p HAHAHAAHHAA xD <333 ;) Time flies so fast syg .. we've been together for 8months .. so many things we've done towards each other .. Lucky im in love with my bestfriend :') *muah* Love you ~ 2 more days to our result .. WELCOME TO ITE LIFE :/ Im scared cinta .. im scared that once kita jejak ite .. our r/s up side down :( up side down eh ?! -.- HAHAHAH ! things are good between you and I now, but I’m afraid. I’m afraid that somewhere along the way, someone else might come along and steal your attention, someone from the past might come back and win you back over, you might get bored of me after awhile, you might not text me as often or be on the phone with me as long, we might not have much to say to each other while we’re together, we might get sick of each other if we spend too much time together, we might get too busy and not have time for each other, we might not flirt like we are now and not be all up on each other . I tak sanggup tengok u dgn ppn lain :') I really love you to the max till my last breathe baby :') <333 Secondary kita da tunjuk kita ni siapa .. skrg ite pulak kita tunjuk okay ^^ :) THAT THIS IS US .. So no one can touch my babybumbum .. you touch him , i kick her virgina .. OKAY ?! OKAAAAAAAAAY :D ^^ <333 hehehe ~ Awww .. i miss watching the sunset sayang .. ingat tk kita ddk kt 424 punya pondok tu .. malam2 kira bintang n moon pun ada ^^ :D I ingat bila i tibe2 suruh u tgk moon .. u tibe2 surprise i .. so sweet !~ mcm i gitu 0.o ohh tak eh ?! HAHHAHA :P I dont care what people wanna say as long their words cant bring us down .. kan syg ?! ;) <333 ^^ I tahu psl im ur angel .. hehehehe tkde link siak ni nur shahira -.- pfft ~ You might be crazy , have I told you lately that I love you? you're the only reason that I'm not afraid to fly and it's crazy that someone could change me , Now no matter what it is I have to do, I'm not afraid to try and you need to know that you're the reason why ♥ Da lama tak pergi dating .. satu hari kena plan jugak muhd akiff! hahahah :p <333 ^^ my love for you has never gotten lesser my dear .. its getting more more more n more sampai pintu syurga :p hahaha ^^ :) <333 *muah* I miss you so much :'/ *hmph* you miss me cinta ? ;( *hug you tightly* I tk tahu kenapa i suke tgk muke you .. nnti i cair sendiri 0.o hahahahh xD ^^ *tutup muke* :p i appreciate every love words that you speak towards me.. i promise myself to try my very very best to be your greatest girlfriend ever ! :') <333 kalau i tak best ... campak i kt luar kasih mati okay :D hahahah ! Kita akan meet soon .. *muah* Love you so much bb :) <3333

040411 :') ♥

Xoxo

Te amo ~

Love you my baby boo .

2011-12-28T01:01:00.000-08:00

Mama , Im In love with Muhd Akiff ♥

At last i dapat jumpe my baby love ^^ :P hehehe !~ rinduuu .. rinduu serindu rindunyaaaaa ~ xD I suruh baby teman i pergi whitesand(popular) utk beli glass bottle .. but i tell my mum that i wanna buy story book -.- pasal dia tk suke aku beli benda mepek .. *hmph* aku mcm makcik sulah .. terhegeh2 cari story book.. abh baby sempat pergi berak kt toilet -.- HAAHAHA ! tak senonoh ni bongok :P den cukup time i tak jadi beli .. i rather beli next week je ;) <3 Den after that i went to his house .. den kita webcam pakai computer baru dia .. den terus turun tgk cerita ' My Name Is Khan ' ^^ :D Gereeek xP hehehe !~ den kita makan .. kita bbl2 .. kita kecoh .. sampai tu pakcik jal pecahkan pinggan -.- ahahaha ! xD Nonsence boyfie aku yg satu ni :P hehehe ~ Den cukup time arnd 11+ went out gy central beli pau .. den jmpe kawan2 baby.. den baby send my till bustop den home sweet home ^^ :D Den i kt rumah baby tadi sempat tulis diary Ir[A]kiff ^^ :D hehehe ~ i suke suke suke :D ^^ bb , i love you .. you love me ?! :D <3333 *muah muah muah* I love our r/s right now... da tk gaduh tk apa ... baby tkmo gaduh lagi pls :') i hate it baby ;( I just want trust , love romance & happiness je ;') <333 Love you sayang ~ *muah* pergi tidur siang okay baby boo ?! I will always love you cinta ^^ :D

Akiff Irapunya ^^ :D

If you happy and you knw you're cute ' SNORKEL SNORKEL ' hahaha ^^ :D Makesure reply ape2 yg i tulis kt diary tau syg .. i will wait ;') <333 *muah*

Goodnight sweetdreams sleeptight ily ily ily ily ILOVEYOUUU .. imy iny ily IHAVEYOUUUU.. *Muah*

btw sayang say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to nikki for me :) and say that i love you :D hahaha ~

Te amo ~

For my smell boy

2011-12-24T00:26:00.000-08:00

That Lady ♥

Sayaaang ! ^^ my baby buchuk masham .. hiokhiok ~ hahahaahah xD you miss my long message my babyboo ?! Yes i know you miss my long messange .. Im sorry if i didnt make an effort to send you all this stuff .. Cause im your stupid silly stubborn gf :'( ahahaha ! tetap u sayangkan :P <333 ^^ i know right ~ im your angel 0.o HAHAHA ! You tahu tak semalam i risau and takut that u kena naik court tkt ;( i sblm tidur byk berdoa ;') that you will be okay .. ^^ :D <3333 Im so sweet like you muhd akiff kan ?! hahaha :D ^^ SAY YES BABY ! ARGHHH 0.o Please stay :') Dont ever leave me sweetheart .. i need you in my life . Dont care about the age .. I just want ur love , trust , patience , sweet , romance towards me ;) <333 you're better than the guys outside .. Im scared that you gonna leave me one day ;'( you takkan tinggalkan i kan bb ?! ;P i know you takkan .. nanti kalau i tinggalkan you .. you sampai sujud2 kt kaki i suruh stay .. HAHHAHA ! i tk kenal u smlm ^^ <3 xP hubby i love you , you love ur wifey syg ?! hehhe *tutup muke* xD I dont have much to offer you.. I'll give you my everything .. I'll give you long hugs , someone to talk to , someone to care for , someone who will always be there , a hand to hold , somebody to lean on. You have all of me ^^ ;) <333 Treat me like im your friend , close friend , bestfriend , sister , best buddy ^^ :D Akiff irapunya .. Ira akiffpunya kan ?! :P ^^ <333 hheeh ! i still remember this sentence at ur first letter that you gave me at 359 bustop .. hahaha ! ^^ :D <3 so sweet of you ~ *muah* tak pernah nampak lelaki bagi love letter kt ppn yg selama ni dia suke .. especially my boyfriend ( Muhd Akiff Bin Kamal ) xP <3333 ^^ Our love wont be like fairytales which end with a happy ending. Cause there will never be and end to US ^^ :D <3 kan sayang ?! ;P I wanna go USS , sentosa beach with you :'( when when when ?! *hmph* <333 I wanna see the sunset with you .. I wanna go adventure with you .. ceyh adventure seh ! HAHAHAHAHA ~ Jom kita gi singapore zoo .. tgk akiff hippo 0.o *larikan diri* Oopsy daisy ~ hahah :p den kita pantat baboon merah like you .. xD hiokhiok ~ You know what i want from you ?! :') Is your love and trust & happiness for our LOVE .. How i wish is that the word that called ' LOVE ' tkde arguments , misunderstanding etc .. I just want happiness in our love :') Can ?! gerenti can .. hahahahaah -.- erhhh :P I promise that i wont let go of you sweetheart .. as long you dont leave me :) you know that i will always love you and wait for you till eternity bb ^^ :D Baby, you are my life, my heart, and my soul..my life would be nothing without you , you complete me in so many ways and i am so glad that we are together. 8more days to 2012 .. New year , new life , new friends , new love ohh tidak it will always be my BABY BUMBUM AKA MY BOYFRIEND AKA MUHD AKIFF BIN KAMAL ^^ :D <3333 My handsome boyfie .. *muah muah muah * hehhe ! you make sure we share every minute together laughing and talking about our plans in life.As the minutes, hours, days and now months continue , I feel closer to you. you teach me how to smile and see things around perfectly, though the world is dark and wretched :') <333 You're best guy that i've ever met sweetheart .. because of you my dreams come true. ^^ hehe ! I feel all warm inside when I am with you, so empty now you are not here. :'( Walaupun tadi i da jmpe you pun tetap masih rindu .. Rinduuu , rinduu serindu rindunyaaaaaaaaaaa ~ #sing hahahah ! ;P <333 ^^ I would be very happy to grow old with you. I love you so much. I love you very the muchy cuchy puchy ! hehe ^^ :D baby , i nak hug and kiss ?! * cute face * pls baby pls ... hahahah :P ^^ <333 B i hungry .. feed me :( hahahaha ~ xP Promise me that u takkan bergaul dgn bad company syg :') I want u to be a successful man one day so that your family will be proud of you ;) <333 I wont stop loving you ... I wanna be blown away .. I wanna be swept off my feet , I wanna meet the one who makes it hard for me to breathe ... I wanna be lost in love , I wanna be your dream come true , I wanna be scared of how strong I feel for you ... Just call me beautiful, Call me beautiful .. Call me beautiful, Call me b-e-a-utiful ♥

Goodnight & xoxo

Te amo ~

Went out w baby's family.

2011-12-23T01:29:00.000-08:00

Went out w baby's family ♥

Check Time - 1;07am

My eyes so steamy right now .. gonna update this blog just for my boyfie ;) <3 sweet tak ? sweet kan !!! cakap yes baby -.- hahaha ! Went out arnd 3+ to meet them at their house ... den cukup time bbl2 ni semua terus gy kedai jap nikki nk beli ice pop dia .. den balik ! terus something happen .. *jeng3* dont want to talk about it.. forget it :D ^^ <333 forgive forget is the best (Y) as long dont make the matter so big :P not good ! hahaahh <3 ^^ den kita semua pergi bugis .. jalan2 here n there cukup time mamam ... den tggu kan si akiff's punya uncle jack , aunty siapa ntarh nama dia & shamir .. den makan makan makan sampai big hippo terus kita pergi bugis mall jalan2 jap den sini ke sana ... ambik gmbr terus mam dessert den home sweet home ^^ i had fun with baby's family ^^ nyee nyiit nyuut .. HAHAHAHAHAAH :P <333 ^^ skrg aku mcm siak pasal bau baby nya perfume sampai kt bilik aku xD hahaahah ! wangii wangii xP gy beli tu perfume lurh jadi 24jam i melekat kt you je .. hehehe ! kalau tk i beli den i melekat kt diri i je 0.o HAHHAHA ! just kidding :p Hubby .. i love you , you love m syg ?! <333 ^^ :P Im scared for baby later :'( *sigh* baby do take my words just now okay ? Lawan tau syg jgn tk lawan .. angel sentiasa tggu .. heheh ! tkmo ckp u akan naik court abh masuk boys home semua .. takkan syg ! kalau i ckp takkan mmg betul2 takkan baby ;') pasal i you punya angel .. so i know you takkan masuk .. lawan balik tu gemok .. hari tu dia da puas tuduh you kan .. so now u lawan balik! I Dont care .. u kena kuatkan iman you bb .. tuhan sentiasa melindungi you ^^ :D angel you pun .. heheheh ! cute kan ? i tahuuuu :/ HAHAHAHA ! tkmo tkt tau .. pasal i sentiasa akan doa kan you .. i tidur ke tk tidur .. i tetap doa :') <3333 ^^ insyallah tkde pape akan terjadi .. tu gemok mmg satu hari mmg nk kena dgn i :P hehehe ! nothing cn harm you .. as long u promise ur family n me that u dont do stupid things again okay ?! :D *muaaaaaaah* i love you so much my baby boy xP <333 ^^ gerenti tgh tidur lenyak .. kan kan kan cinta ?! alalalal tayang2 my bucuk bucuk baby .. HAHHAHAHAHA ! nothing is gonna happen to you later :') I will always be there for and love you sayang :D I promise you bb <333 as long you dont leave me okay ^^ heheh ! *pinky promise* you da jejak ite tkmo mcm2 tau eh .. aku sodok kau dgn periuk nasi ! kau isap rokok .. uh nnti u punya bwh nnti i bakar kan -.- nak ?! u kalau buat benda mepek ... sumpah kita cerai ceyh tklurh .. forever married 0.o HAHAHAHAHA ! main2 je lurh ^^ :D Bie i love you <333 heeehhe *tutup muke* byk doa tau syg utk nanti .. i pn da start takut n risau :( okaay cinta ?! Tell me okay once da habis ?! :') <3333 ^^ *Muaaah* sleep tight baby .. *peluk cium peluk cium* Kiss ur forehead & lips softly .. da go to sleep babyboo !

Xoxo & goodnight

Te amo ~

11:11

2011-12-17T23:11:00.000-08:00

11:11 I love you so much boyfriend/future hubby ❤

Im so sorry about just now about what i say thru text .. i didnt mean it to hurt your feelings .. I've said before just ignore it and just treat our life is still normal and nothing can harm our love sweetheart .. One day mami will love you :') Insyallah amin . Forgive your girlfie cinta ?! ;( *muaaah* since just know i keep thinking of you ... you didnt text/call me .. i feel so useless ! *sigh* i bace doa sambil pikir kan you and jujuk .. pasal tadi org semua case bace doa sambil nangis .. i pun terikut nangis ! i've been looking at my fone every secs,mins & hours :') sampai i suruh nini masuk account twitter i tgk wether akiff ada tk tweet psl ira .. and she tell me .. and i was like okay nvm thnks nini ... Terus i mcm senyap je .. sampai atiqah semua mcm apa cerita ni girl ?! da lurh tkmo sedih2 .. den i was like haha mepek je kau .. aku okay lurh ! :D ^^ terus i hyper semcm bile main game dgn drg ;) i tak nak pikir benda tu lagi .. I sedih je tadi sejak i naik kereta sampai sengkang until da habis doa .. satu msg pn tk timbul terus tibe2 u send i long msg bile i tgh hyper dgn my cousin's semua ... you will always make my day without fail ;P hehe ^^ <333 Nasib aku syg tau . *muah* you've touched my heart and soul which you have from the start.your sweet soft words will never leave my heart. There will never be an end to ' US ' I wanna spent my remaining days of my life only with you :') <3333 ^^ This relationship means so much to me , do you know that muhd akiff ? :') It means everything to me .. I dont care with ur age as long you're matured enough to think what's gonna happen next in few years time baby . You're not just my boyfriend but you're also my brother , bestie , friend & soulmate ;') You've been there for me through thick and thin cinta .. You've been such a sweet , caring , understanding , responsible boyfriend :D <333 lucky im in love with my bestfriend xP hehe ^^ As what i said before im not a type of girl that ask her boyfriend to buy for her expensive stuffs all etc...if my boyfriend have great responsibility for my meals its more than enough already bb ;) Once in a while get pampered from you thats okay for me but not everyday . I tak suke sayang :D I bukan matae dgn you gara2 psl duit .. I just want love and happiness from you :') I seriously malu kalau lelaki selalu byk bayarkan ppn sedangkn ppn kadang2 broke tkde duit sgt its like i tk suke .. its not being fair :) thats me ! ^^ <3 it doesnt make me feel good .. Idk how long we can last baby ;) insyallah kita akan jodoh .. Amin ! kalau tuhan mengizinkan .. I suke bile kita bbl psl our own future its like we dont need to tell our parents first .. i rather plan everything first .. den kalau kita jodoh den baru boleh bbl dgn org tua .. thats what i like .. i tak suke kalau kita bbl psl future kita time age gini later drg mcm membebel2 -___- I hate parents attitude sometimes xP Awww i miss those moments that we had :'( Secondary Life .. the first time we met and all the outings .. hehehe ^^ :D <333 Rinduuuuu ~ the best part is that you're my bestie cause you've always been there for me , comforting me ,sharing our problems together and even gossiping . Hahah ^^ :D thats what i like about our ' RELATIONSHIP ' <3333 you're the bestest man on earth. Please dont stop putting efforts and time to fetch me frm my house , sending me home , bringing me out , saying night prayers for me :') will you ? , snuggling cuddling me , caring for me and lastly loving me baby bumbum ;) <333 Dont ever break our love once we start with our new school and new friends all around .. Dont ever forget about our love okay babyboy ?! ;) <333 you know that i will always love you .. *muah* It feels good that i dont need anybody unless him because to me his my boyfie , brother and also my bestie ^^ :') <333333333 ♥ ♥ ♥ Give me a call or text me if you need me or miss me okay ;) Walaupun kita ddk kt pasir ris .. tak berapa jauh sgt hati kita tetap dekat *winkwinks* I love you so much .. * muah muah muah * xP

Xoxo & goodnight

Te amo ~

He make my day ;)

2011-12-16T00:32:00.000-08:00

GoodMorning Boyfriend ♥

I cant live without you sweetheart .. Cause a guy like you is impossible to find ^^ ;) Walaupun ape pun terjadi for this few days .. Our love will stay strong no matter what happens ;') <333 I will always love you darling .. * Muah * Dont ever think that im gonna think negative .. pasal i know we will still stick together even though our problems is bad or good .. we will still together through thick and thin ;) <333 Dont ever leave me sayang .. I will see how it goes when we get to ite life ;) Lets see how far we can go baby * winks * I love you so much babybumbum ... * kiss ur cheeks nonstop * xP Mata i tgh sakit ... maybe because of the contact lens .. ur girlfie naughty kan :P mcm u jugak .. Huak huak ~ You'll be the prince .. and I'll be the princess , ITS A LOVE STORY .. Baby , just say YES ! ♥ How i wish i can meet you everyday sweetheart :') you will never know how much i really miss you ;'( as what u say to me 1week tk jmpe its like 1year :'( * hmph * lets go out soon once u can go out from the jail baby xD haha ! lets go to a beautiful place that there was only me and you .. I will wear my long dress ^^ :D <333 We will go to town maybe bugis or something .. grab our lunch and kita jalan ke apa :D Den cukup time malam ke apa kita gy park and we see the beautiful scenery like what i tell u about my dreams :') Can do it for me sayang ? :) <333 * muah * We will meet soon sayang ^^ :D Dont worry ~ Walaupun pp8 i da nak habis .. otp with u is way much more better den texting :P hehehe ! Melts xP B , i love you .. you love me ? :D SAY YES BABY ! ARGH B ARGH ! hahahahahaha xD <333 *larikan diri* You tahu tak tadi bila you antar i sampai lift you .. bila u tahan lift .. i mcm nak nangis je .. pasal dalam hati ' when will i get to see my boyfie face ' :') <3333 tapi tkpe .. kalau i rindu you .. anytime i can call you .. and anytime i can entertain you .. im your clown girl .. kan kan kan ?! hahhaa :D *muaaaah* Yay ! i da dapat buku diary kita .. nanti lepas dapat nlevel result .. kalau i da dapat skola mana .. den i da beli benda kt popular .. i will start writting it okay :D ^^ *muah* Tadi bila you tanya you risau kalau next year u kena retain ke apa ni semua .. u tkt kita dua lain skola .. tkmo risau lurh .. walaupun jauh hati kita tetap dekatkan sayang :') <333 *hug you tightly* No one can harm us baby :D Im your angel .. so nanti i anur dorang okay ?! ahahahah xD Perempuan kalau gatal dgn you .. bilang i okay ?! jangan u layan drg sekali .. aku jotos kau dgn slipper aku xD hahahaha~ How i wish you are here with me .. So i can hug you forever :') U tahu tak tadi i mcm tk puas tgk muke you walaupun i dapat spend dgn you berapa jam pun tetap pada i mcm tak puas tgk muke matae i yg si nyahnyok tu xD hahahaha ! :D Tetap i sayangkan PAKCIK JAL !? XD hahahahaha :D you tahu tak i mcm tkt kalau i jejak ite life .. kita dua terus lain :'/ Insyallah takkan baby ?! :') <333 as what i say before .. kalau pape terjadi we still need to settle it step by step kan .. ?! *muah* Dont ever leave me okay ? :) you know that i really need you in my life :') Age doesnt matter to me .. because love is more important den age :') <3333 I love you so much Muhd Akiff Bin Kamal :D As long what i tell you about what my mum say .. Do change and make her trust you like before syg :') <333 I want her to love you and trust you like how dulu dia few weeks da kenal you ;) Whatever she text you .. do reply okay .. dont take it that she's angry with you .. because dia daripada dulu mmg gitu sayang .. mmg perangai annoying but you will never know how big her heart is when he get to know your good side one day :) Show it to her that you're gentlemen .. And i promise you and mami that i will get back home early :') <333 Okay baby ?! *muah* I want the old me back .. so once i get home early .. mami takkan benci you .. and i want her to love you like how mama love me :'( Pasal pada i mcm tak fair .. its like ur mum tkde pape with me .. sedangkn my mum yg suke bbl bukan2 pasal you .. * Sigh * thats why my heart break into pieces .. dgr cakap i eh sayang ?! :) Apa2 yg i cakap ni semua masuk dalam otak you .. and think matured before you do anything stupid :D I will always love you sweetheart :D <3333 *muah* Kita akan keluar soon once baba da bagi you bebas okay ^^ and tell me okay ? And straight away kita keluar .. i da plan tu kt atas :D ^^ <3333 Okay lurh .. i gtg ! My eyes dari tadi sleepy .. Hope you sleep early sweetheart ;) *Kiss your forehead&cheeks many2* <333 ;) I really had fun with you just now .. da tadi joget lagu khabi kushi khabi gham mcm robot .. haha you suke tau buat i punya day without fail :D *Muaaaaaah* Arghhh b argh pain xD HHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH siak :D Tata titi tutu .. Wo ai ni ! Sarang Haeyo ~ Read this blog soon ! besok call my phone okay .. give me a goodmorning call and say ' Goodmorning my girlfriend ' :D <333 Thats gonna make my day sweetheart ..*cpr* haahahah xD

Xoxo & goodnight bb

Te amo ~

Bb , I miss you so much :'(

2011-12-11T03:31:00.000-08:00

I miss my boyfriend :'( ♥

Why urh why ? why you always make me miss you to the max ? :'( i feel like crying right now :'( * hmph * 4 hari tk jmpe mcm 4 tahun tk jmpe tau bb :/ i cant sleep because i miss you so much bb ..am i sweet ? i know right .. hahaha ! dramatic jap xD actually mmg i rindu you .. i cnt stop thinking of you :'/ see i cannot sleep already .. i really miss you bb .. aku mcm nk gy tempat kerja kau peluk kau lama2 terus balik .. hahahaha ! xD ^^ <333 but soon okay baby *muah* I love you many2 :p <333 * muah muah muah * :D Gerenti tgh tidur lenyak kan xD alalalal very the cute cute mcm nur shahira xD ^^ hehehe ~ aik ?! my eyes is getting sleep 0.o hahaahah ! i weird bte pelik lurh :p this is just a random post for you.. huak huak ~ I love you so much i need you so much i miss you so much much much moreee :'( <33333

cute kan i kt gmbr tu ? hahahaha ! u gerenti geram je xD ^^ <333 da putih semcm i dulu :/ terus jadi beyonce xD nanti nakeisha mcm mummy dia jin tonchet kt atas .. ahaaahahah xD goodnight ! kerja rajin2 okay.. i kesiankan you .. balik mlm abh tidur pun tk cukup .. wahduhh ~ * kiss your forehead ,cheeks , lips many2 *

xoxo

7th ^^ :D My special day.

2011-12-07T00:00:00.000-08:00

9Months ♥

Im glad i've been loving since 7march till now ^^ :D hehehe ~ Hoorai horaai bergembira .. hahahaha xD <333 I love you so much boyfie .. I will send you long message later *muah* You know each time when i get to see ur face with ur cheeky smile its really make me melt .. Cause im happy to see you happy when im there for you ^^ :D Cause im your angel .. ;P hahahaah xD kan babyboy ? <333 Even though kita da nak jejak ite .. I wont find any guy to replace someone like you in my heart .. Cause you're my everything .. Once you're mine .. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MINE CINTA !~ No one can snatch you away from me :( Cause i cant live without you sweetheart ;) When you start to cry about me pasal u tkt i tinggalkan you .. When i see ur eyes in tears .. i know how much yo've love me since you confessed to me :') Bezakan you and my ex .. you're the one that have been crying alot about me sedangkn i da ckp more than 10times i takkan tinggalkan you -.- hahahaha ! Burik lu xD ^^ <3 Nasib aku sayang tau ;P Bb i love you , you love me sweetheart ? :D ^^ <333 you just make me feel like the luckiest girl in the world to have you as a boyfriend and my best friend. I love the way you laugh , jokes around with me , bully me , majok with me , and kadang2 .. hahahahaah xD the way you majuk really make me wanna bite ur cheeks xD ^^ Sumpah cute and geram .. mintak kena koyakkan pipi dia 0.o hahahahaha :p I cant stop loving you .. Because when im with you .. I feel that our love is still new ^^ :D LIke how we confess on the 4th april .. hahaha :P kadang2 i ketawa sendiri bila dulu i suke kan you senyap2 sedangkn i tkt u tak sukekan i.. rupenya2 dia pun sama 2x5 dol xD hahahaha ^^ :D <3333 *muaaaah* It is worth it you know when i've been waiting for you for 7months+ :D ^^ <333 I really get to spend time with you .. you've been so patient waiting for me since we both plan to be together after NLEVEL .. and here we are BOYFRIEND & GIRLFRIEND ^^ :D <333 heheheh ~ I love the way we talk about our future :D ^^ It sound so exciting .. what do you feel bb when we were talking about our own future ? :) <333 I macam tak tahu kenapa .. its like i suke bila kita bbl pasal future .. its like mcm its dream come true you know 0.o hahahah ! Thats what i feel .. tapi dgn izin allah kalau kita jodohkan ^^ :D AMIN .. I tahu u suke ke tak dgn ni post ?! :( Hmph* I perasan kita tak penah gaduh besar .. Mostly about stupid/Small matters thats what we think its like a big matter .. kan sayang ? :D Tapi walau ape pun i tetap sayangkan you ^^ <3333 ;) Gaduh2 kita pun hati terhadap org yg kita sayang mesti KUAT :P hehe . I kadang2 bile sorang2 kt katil .. i selalu terpikir pasal ite life coming soon :/ Im scared baby .. im really scared something's gonna happen between us :( I taknak cinta !~ *hmph* <3 I dont want people to gossip about us , give us bad names , or jealous atau buat cerita .. lagi2 perempuan bila dorang tackle you :'( Nanti i jealous how ... ?! its okay i karate dorang okay ?! hehehehe ^^ :D <3 Dont ever leave me okay cinta :') You know that i will always love you .. I've give you my heart and soul to takecare of it properly :) <333 Do takecare of it okay baby :D Dont ever break it into pieces .. Cause it will hurt me double :') *Muaaaah* I don’t want you to be ignoring me or making me look stupid because I will feel that you’re not proud of me. okay sayang ? :D ^^ <3

I want to count the stars with you and if i count wrongly .. i have to kiss you okay ? :D ^^
I want to see the sunset with you again :/
I want to sit at the park with you and see the beautiful scenery and the nights ^^ :')
I want to have a picnic with you :D
I want to have a small fights like ' I love you more more ' you know what i mean xD <333 Without faill ;P
I wanna feel comfortable with everything i do for you :D
I wanna to spend time more days with you ..
I cant afford to lose you MUHD AKIFF BIN KAMAL <3333 ;) ^^
I wanna see the beautiful moon like how u surprise me secretly :D ^^ <333 *giggles*
I wanna see your handsome face and ur smile when im with you ..
I dont want you to lose confidence with our love when my mum sometimes say something bad about us or etc.. I want us to be strong no matter what we've been through since the day we confessed :') <3333

Happy 9months to me ^^ :D hehehe <333 I will call you soon .

Lets do that starting from today ^^ :D <333 *muah* I love you so much boyfie

Xoxo & goodnight

Te amo ~

Happy 8months Anniversary Irakiff :D

2011-12-04T00:00:00.000-08:00

Happy 8months Anniversary Muhd Akiff Bin Kamal ~ ♥

Yay ! da siaaaaaaaaaaap .. ohh salah eh ?! 0.o hahahaha ! da 8months .. yay ! hahahah ^^ :D * lompat si katak lompat * xD *hyper semcm* ;P sorry im always like this when it comes to anniversay .. hehe ^^ :P yay nanti kita gy kak azura punya wedding sama2 with mustafa dgn yg lain .. nand den we spend time together ... Weee ~ spend time dgn you pakai baju kurung -.- hahaha ! im scared mami tk bagi keluar jeng3 :/ *hmph hmph hmph* nk tukar baju lagi .. aduhaii ~ xD hahaha ! happynya happynya ... blm 8yrs da hyper semcm eh nur shahira xD hahahah ... Im glad that you're MINE .. Woopwoop ~ kalau tak tggu je lurh xD kan3 bb ?! yessssssssss !!!!!!!!!1 xD

Still remember when you ask me at the merlion there ?! you will never know how happy i am when u ask me .. Dalam hati ' arghhh , he ask me .. what should i reply ? should i reply yes ? xD He's gonna be mine ^^ hahaha silly me xD each anniversary finds us happier ... you are my babybumbum , baby#1, love and life & my EVERYTHING . you show me what real love is all about, you fill my life with happiness, joy and fun. I’m blessed and thankful that you are mine muhd akiff ;') <3333 ^^ I am so very lucky to get to spend so many months with you , even after all this time the love in my heart still it feels anew .. months have passed since we first met .. you do the small things that mean so much , and for this , I thank you. allah smiled on me by giving you to me . together forever we are. we will never be apart , you give me all I need.I'll give you my heart. ^^ :D <3333 *muah* the first time we met , i could see that you and I were meant to be ... Those memories we have shall never fade. For those are the steps , that we have made . :D ^^ <333 All i ever wanted was to be part of your heart . and for us to be together to never be apart ;') ... I promise to give you all i have to give , I'll do anything for you as long as i live ;) Thank you for those wonderful months beside you :D A guy like you is impossible to find baby bumbum <333 *muah muah muah *

ada video ~!!! pergi tengok okay ? hope you like it . *muah*

Goodnight & Xoxo ( see ya tmrw (

Te Amo ~

Our 10months Friendship

2011-12-01T00:00:00.000-08:00

Happy 10months friendship my BabyBoy ♥

Yay !~ da 10months .. hehe ^^ :D <333 *muah muah muah* mcm anniversary gitu 0.o ohh tak eh ?! lagi brp eh xD hehhee ^^ :D Happynya NUR SHAHIRA ~ xD I worry too much about you it seems but you are my everything .. I miss you so much that without you .. my happiness is hard to keep ;) I was sitting here thinking of the words i wanted to say ... you always been nice to meand staying by my side,and helping me fix my problems and never leaving me behind. Im lucky im in love with my BOYFRIEND xD <333 ^^ Hehehe ;P I sukee sukee sukeee ... Miangnya xD hehehe ^^ :D I cant wait to go out with you later .. gonna bring my camera and we gonna snap here n there xD ^^ <333 Yay ! Teletubbies say hello ... EH-OH 0.o ahahahha xD ^^ *Hypermode* you have been my friend , close friend , bestfriend , boyfriend and coming to future hubby .. oh tak eh ?! 0.o hahahahaha *tutup muke* xD <333 ^^ sayang my boyfie *muah* we've had so many good times together ... I know we'll be best friends/lovers forever..no matter where we are,I know we'll never be too far .. kan sayang ?! ;') <333 ^^ *kiss your forehead* I dont want to lose you easily .. You know ?! im not excited for our friendship that much .. im mostly excited on the 4th .. its like i feel that something special is coming to me ;) ^^ Its like every month u ask me .. will you be mine ?! hehehehe .. ^^ :D <333 alalala along xD *shy* I love you so much bie ;) ^^ Tuhan saja tahu betapa kuat cinta kita kan bb ?! ;P i hope i can do for you all the things you've done for me :D

BOYFRIEND ♥

I never want to be all alone..never go away,I found the only place where I belong..Boy, you know just what to say,you're the only one that holds the key to unlock my door..so open u the gates and set me free and I'll love you even more..we're falling together,I'm calling your name forever..so take me to heaven..tell me I'm yours forever,we're falling, caress me touch me and say you love me...so take me to heaven and tell me I'm yours forever..could you be the only one for me,tell me what you feel..I want you to be honest and for real,lets kiss and close the deal..how can I be the one that makes you smile,light your face up like the sun..my love is innocent just like a child..Let me be the only one...if only you would come to realize,we are made just for eachother and we can make ït work and last forever... #singforyouboyfriend ^^ :D <3333 *muah*

We gonna spend time together tomorrow .. Weee !~ I love you ver the muchy cuchy puchy ^^ :D <333

Xoxo & goodnight .

Te amo ~

11:11 for you baby cinta ^^ :D

2011-11-29T23:11:00.000-08:00

11:11 ♥

I love you so much boyfriend ^^ :D Im glad you came bck home safely ... cant wait to see you sayang .. heheh sukenyaa ira ~ xD <333 I just wanted to say that i love you and you mean the most too me . you're the only one i want ... because with you happiness is everywhere with me cinta <3 ;) ^^ you're the that changed my whole life .. i thank you for that bie :D ^^ as what i said kt twitter ' All that matters to me is that I have you, so let’s make mistakes, live life, learn, laugh, create wonderful memories together and just enjoy each others company. <3 ' ^^ :D I love you so much bb <333 Dont ever let go of me okay .. you promise me right ? I will also promise you that i wont let go of you sayang .. *muah* as long we trust each other and our own r/s ... and no more fights .. cause i know , both of us tgh make an effort to make everything be back to normal ... kan sayang ? :D ^^ <3333 you the only one that matters to me , baby bumbum :)

All i want is that ..

When I’m in a relationship I want

To have you all to myself.
To be able to talk to you about anything and be comfortable about it.
To spend every second of the day with you.
To be happy.

I miss calling you baby bumbum , randomly give you love letters , surprising you with things that i always done for you in the past .. im trying to be the old me back .. I want to write everything abt us at our LOVE'S DIARY .. every day before i go to sleep :) ^^ <333 This few days i've been hyper too much .. because of who ?! Nini make me happy back to the way i used to be .. i really thank her sayang ;) she's like my lil sister ... she's the only one knows everything about us .. dia je yg tahu byk pasal kita .. because why ? she undrstand me alot .. its not that i wanna say that u dont understand my feelings .. pasal dia sejak daripada dulu bila i dgn shah dia fhm perasaan i mcm mana ;) <333 ^^ so dont worry sayang .. im trying to do everything like how i used to do before .. ^^ :D <3 *muaaah* I really wish i could cuddle with you right now 0.o hehehhe :D rinduuuu ~ xD ^^ <333 *muah muah muah* I wanna see the fireworks with you sayang ... bila countdown :D cause i never done this before with a guy .. tgk bunga api bila time countdown .. you're the first guy i wanna watch with ^^ :D because you're so special to me .. and i cant afford to lose you sayang .. I love you so much baby bumbum ^^ :D <333 All i want to do time countdown tu .. we watch the fireworks .. and we will see the beautiful stars / moon that we always do .. and lastly we gonna cuddle .. romantic kan ?! i tahuuuu xD ^^ :D <333 hehehe ;p TOGETHER FOREVER , NEVER APART , MAYBE IN DISTANCE ... NEVER IN HEART ^^ :D ♥♥♥

Sayang baby bumbum ira :D

xoxo & goodnight

Te amo ~

I gonna miss you BOYFIE

2011-11-26T10:36:00.001-08:00

Boyfie ♥

Bb , im gonna miss you :( <333 please takecare of yourself okay syg ?! Ingat tau kalau u kt port dickson .. you bawak puff you okay ?! Kalau u semput atau apa selalu ingat pesan i ... u puff dulu den minum air okay syg ?! ;) ^^ <3 kena rest tau .. kalau makin teruk tgk gmbr i .. gerenti you okay xD Abeh kalau u rindu i atau rindu suara i ... tgk video kita okay ? kat you punya album tu ^^ :D Den makesure tkmo pikir bukan2 pasal tadi .. you tak pikir bukan2 i lagi takkan pikir .. i will treat this thing its not gonna exist :) <333 *muah* I gerenti for this 3days .. i tidur je dgn bantal busuk you and ur jacket ^^ xD *giggles* baby ira nak hug and kiss ?! xP Makesure you rest well okay ? i tknk dgr u tidur lmbt eh ?! pukidek tol ~ hahaha ! sodok baru tahu ;P jangan pun sesekali lepaskan cicin kita okayy ?! say okay ?! alright alright okay ?! heheheh ^^ :D <333 Bie , i cuma nak cakap yang jgn pun sesekali you cakap you lelaki case ppn tak sayang and tak perlu and tak guna etc ... pasal kalau u ckp ni semua , buatpe i tggu kan you for 7months .. and i tunjuk kasih sayang i terhadap you .. Nur Shahira Bte Akbar sentiasa akan sayang Muhd Akiff Bin Kamal .. betul tak cinta ?! :D <3 tkmo pikir gitu lagi sayang ... you sendiri tahu kan walau ape pun .. i takkan lepas and tinggalkan you .. i tetap akan tunggukan you walau ape pun ;') <3333 Muhd Akiff sentiasa irapunya kan ?! ^^ :D *muaaaah* Dont ever say that i always do anything for shah .. sedangkn i treat you lain tak pernah ajak you .. Please understand my situation as in my family ;) ^^ okay sayang ? walau hidup i susah ke senang ke ape ke ... i tetap sanggup uatapa2 untuk you :') It just that wait for the right time .. its not that long just soon enough baby :D <333 Dont ever say that you're the one always do everything sedangkn i tak ... Since i confess kat you .. i selalu pikir kalau i ada duit gerenti i da beli apa2 yang u nak ?! sejak i jalan2 dgn you tu .. yang kt cotton on whitesand tu agaknya .. you ckp you nk baju ni lurh tu lurh .. i selalu pikir kalau aku ada duit aku da belikan kau straight away ;') tapi at last time birthday you .. duit yg i save pun case i nk beli baju untuk you .. i ada pikir i nk belikan you baju kemeja ... pasal actually i blm bilang u sgt apa yg i suke laki pakai in public .. i suke drg pakai kemeja .. case bila time kita gy geylang tu ^^ ;) i suke tgk u pakai kemeja .. nanti i cair jap xD Serious im not kidding ~ Nanti satu hari keluar dgn i .. pakai kemeja okay syg !? :D Buat i melt xD ^^ <333 i happy tau .. i dpt spend time dgn u this few days ...all the way mcm kt rumah you tgk movie abh cukup time gy pasar malam .. its like walaupun da brp jam da spend time together pun pada i masih tak puas seh b ;) hahaha ~ its like i nak you hari2 kt sisi i je .. hehe ^^ :D Sweetkan i ?! Tahuuuuu ~ hahahah xD So yeah ~ you belajar betul2 okay .. i nak u berjaya in your future ... I want you to make ur family's proud of you sweetheart ... pasal mama sendiri cakap you budak pandai .. so i tahu u blh buatnya for this coming future ^^ :D Okaaay ?! Dont worry about me ... because i know what i want for my future .. and i pun nak buktikan org yg pandang rendah dgn keluarga i yang yan , me and shamir blh uat .. walaupun education kita tk high mcm org kt luar .. sentiasa career mesti ada ^^ :D Betul tak sayang ?! <333 same to you sweetheart .. *muah* Sblm you pergi port dickson ... favour for me okay !? you bukak lagu ' This is us ' den you pergi fb i ke atau u tgk gmbr album ' MY LOVE AND LIFE ' start gmbr tu since the first pic we took at pastamania ^^ :D sambil dgr lagu tu .. and u tell me what u feel thru twitter okay :D <333 *muah* You gerenti tgh tidur lenyak .. mintak kena cium je many2 xP rest well okay sayang ~ have fun kt port dickson .. i know you' gonna have fun .. pasal tempat tu gerek .. you akan sukenya xD <333 ^^ :D mimpi manis okay .. kalau i dpt bgn siang i will try to call you .. kalau tak den just leave a msg thru my phone that you're going okay .. Makesure you takecare of urself syg ?! Every secs , mins , hours & years i will still worry for you no matter what ... *hug you tightly* jgn pun sesekali lepaskan nur shahira ni :D <333 I love you so much BOYFRIEND :D Ingat okay ?! nanti kalau baba marah atau apa .. just bbl okay syg ? tkmo carik pasal balik .. kalau dia buruk kan nama i pun .. i tak kisah pasal i org yang sabar :D ^^ *Muah* Message i tau kalau u da sampai singapore okay !? I will wait for you to come back safely .. i akan doa akiff's family akan pergi safely ^^ :D Sayang dia many2 ~

Xoxo & goodnight ..

Im so gonna miss you baby bumbum ;'( <333 *peluk cium peluk cium* hehe :D <333 ^^

Its for you BOYFRIEND .

2011-11-25T17:01:00.000-08:00

This is for you sweetheart ;) ^^ <333 Hope you like it .. *muaaah*

I love you so much boyfie ♥

11:11

2011-11-23T23:11:00.000-08:00

11:11 ♥

I love you so much boyfie .. Sorry i didnt make a video or something .. tmrw okay cinta .. i tahu i ckp nari2 .. but its not an excuse eh .. im seriously mata stim .. but i force myself to update this blog for you . *muah* nasib aku syg kau tau xD ^^ hahaha ! ~ <333 Im glad to have an AWESOME BOYFRIEND in my life ^^ :D Ohh myyyyy goshhh #sing ~ to tell the truth, I miss you so much. Although, I've done so much wrongs, but I wish at least your smile had forgive me. At first i was afraid to love you .. but now that I love you.. I'm afraid to loose you,you mean a lot to me MUHD AKIFF BIN KAMAL ! ~ ;') <333 ^^ You’re my better half and with you, I’m willing to live my life..through my ups and downs, you’re my guiding light,and I promise you, I will always be at your side bb ;) You sendiri tahu kan .. without you , i cant function no more :) I'd rather have you by my side through bad times , than be with someone else through good times ;) I never want to spend a day without seeing you or hearing your voice . I want to spend the rest of my life with you , no matter what . You're the one who gives me friendship when i feel no one else . You're the one who gives me trust , when i feel i can no longer trust . I miss you ttm cinta ;'( I miss your hug & kisses .. *hmph* I love you.I dont want to spend a night with you.I want to spend the rest of my life with you. <333 ;) ^^

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MUHAMMAD AKIFF

2011-11-23T01:05:00.000-08:00

11:11 I love you so much boyfriend ♥

I wanna be the girl you stay up all night talking to. The one who you can’t stop thinking about. The one who can make you laugh so hard you cry. The one who you can talk to about your problems and trust fully. The one who can make you feel better after a tough situation. The one who can brighten your day. The one you can be yourself with. The one who understands you. <333 ;') ^^ I love you so much sayang ;)

I nak kita jadi macam gini cinta ;) <333 ^^

When people look at us, they would be like “I want to be in a relationship now.”
We go shopping together.
We make fun of each other, but come out stronger at the end.
We’re each others best friends.
We take cute pictures.
We match our outfit on some days.
We can never stay mad at each other for so long.
We show off each other to everyone.
At the end of the day we’re happy we’re together, no regretting.

The fact is you make me feel alot more than you know ... ;) I like to cuddle with you , your arms around me , our bodies touching , the warmth i get being next to you , the kisses i get from you (forehead) , hearing your breath when it gets quiet , how i can hear your heartbeat when my head is on your chest xD ^^ <3333 *giggles* xP actually ni post daripada smlm i wanna publish tapi its too late .. but nvm .. i will still update for you cinta ^^ ;')

22/11/2011

Im so sorry if ur girlfie so gembeng just now :'( Im just scared of losing you bb ... pasal i know that im gonna miss your hug the most ;') U tahu tak sejak u bilang i yg ; Bie , i maybe kena migrate gy baharin(ntarh btl ke tk i spell) abh airmata i terus cepat jatuh .. i was dlm hati ' dikni main2 ke atau sengaje nk kena kan aku ' and i was like sedih je dgr .. sedangkn i step ketawa and normal sedangkn tgh nangis sekejap -.- hahaha ~ i you punya baby gembeng :( *hmph* haha ~ You sendiri tahu kan kalau u kt sana for 2yrs .. i will still wait for you like how i wait for u 7months ^^ :) Why cant a girl that truly love his guy tggu for 2yrs ?! Kalau i sanggup .. walaupun i kt sini sorang .. i sendiri tahu barang2 apa u bagi utk i selalu ada kt sini .. kalau i rindu you pun , i blh tgk video blog you .. peluk bantal busuk you .. ur jacket and etc ^^ :D kan aku nangis lagi -____- hahaha !~ kalau tak i blh bace diary kita , and ur first love letter and second letter ^^ :D hehehe .. Setiap kali u ckp psl u nk gy tempat tu .. i selalu doa .. ya allah semoga tak jadi pergi .. k i busted .. hahahaha ! xD But serious i buat gitu hari2 -.- i really cant live without you sayang ... i kdg2 pikir kalau u kt sana .. i da start skola ite .. nnti i nmpk couple lain sweet2 nanti i kt situ mcm sedih sekejap ;( how how how ?! hahaha :D ^^ <333 Mudahan2 u pergi sana sekejap je :( i blh mati kalau u tkde kt sisi i for 2yrs .. *hmph* I wanna say that i tak sanggup tgk u dgn ppn lain ;'( i tk sanggup tgk u matae dgn ppn lain .. i tak sanggup tgk u cium peluk ppn lain .. i tak sanggup u kahwin dgn ppn lain .. I tak sanggup langsung ;') Pasal dalam hidup i .. I cuma nak MUHD AKIFF BIN KAMAL :'(

Aku cuma nak MUHD AKIFF BIN KAMAL AKA BABY BUMBUM ;')

You tahu kan ... walaupun u jauh daripada i .. hati i tetap untuk you .. jangan pun pikir i akan ada laki lain kalau i da kt ite .. pasal i tahu hati i cuma muhd akiff je ... NO ONE ELSE ;') Once i say that .. I mean it sweetheart :) <333 ^^ *muaaah* Jangan pun sesekali berubah atau lupakan atau lepaskan i bb ... Because you're the one i couldn live without ;') <333 I will always keep your promises ... Dont worry ;) ^^ B , i love you ... you love me ?! :) ^^ <3 haha .. Im gonna call you soon sayang .. Hope you read this blog cinta .. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABY BUMBUM KU :D

Xoxo & Goodnight

Te amo ~

Boyfie I LOVE YOU

2011-11-21T01:51:00.000-08:00

I love you so much , MUHD AKIFF!

Sayaang ~ im really sorry if i treat u differently sejak kita gaduh bila on 18th nov :) You sendiri tahu kan i patang dgr org tinggikan suara kt i .. im really sorry sweetheart <3 I didnt mean to make u cry just now .. im hurt to see u crying .. i really hate myself for doing this towards you .. lets just forget about this and treat that this thing is not exist .. okay b ? :) you know that i will always love you no matter what happens between us ... walaupun nanti u gy overseas with ur family until idk sampai bila .. i will still wait for you to come back :) ^^ <333 and i will start to write letters or our diary once u go overseas :) Im so gonna miss you .. idk how long im gonna survive here without u later .. hahaha ~ its okay as long you're MINE already xD ^^ hehehe <333 *muah* Baby , am i useless sampai i didnt make it a effort to surprise you or what ?! ;'( if i am .. do tell me what is my wrong and right that i didnt show how much i love you ? :') <3333 *muah* Walaupun tadi i kena sepak dgn mami .. i do make an effort to come down and see wether you're okay .. i tak suke lurh syg .. kalau lelaki sakit hati psl i .. i will feel bad about myself :) Im so sorry !~ you happy tk nmpk muke i ? hehe !~ pasal i happy nmpk muke you .. You takkan tinggalkan i kan bb ?! pasal setiap hari i doa kt tuhan u takkan tinggalkan i ;') <333 *hmph* Im so happy that i get to read our diary's .. haha !~ i get spend time with you .. talking to you .. its really make me that everything is over and we back to our normal Ir[A]kiff ^^ :D <3 kan sayang ? xP ^^ B , i wanna surprise u so many things sejak i confess kt u .. actually mmg byk benda i da nk plan .. cuma kdg2 u kena faham yg my family situations ;) our family is way different sweetheart :) you know our good side but not the other side sayang ... i just need time to do all this for you .. pasal its not that i dont want and tknk make an effort .. i need time for my family ... i nk drg yg dulu sayang ;'( *sigh* all i can do is to pray to allah ... :) B , i want u to understand me at the same time .. bukan u srg je perlukan attention syg .. i pun sendiri perlukan attention .. and you need to understand my family situations sweetheart :) okay ? as long we trust and honest towards each other .. our r/s will be okay and our family's will always be okay ^^ :D <333 kan sayang ? *muaaaaaaaaaah* baby i love you you love me ^^ :D thanks for advice me just now .. i will talk to her later okay cinta .. tayaaang dia many2 ^^ :D <333 ^^ nmpk long board tu ? lawakan cinta :( nnti i jadi longboard girl xD hahaha jk.

Goodnight & Xoxo

Te amo ~

Selamat Pagi Cinta.

2011-11-15T16:53:00.000-08:00

Selamat Pagi Cinta ♥

I dont know what time you came bck home ... But i hope u tgh snore mcm baby hippo xD ^^ <333 ;) i mcm babylola xP hehe ~ I sleep for 2-3hrs den movie marathon sendiri 0.o tk cukup tidur .. but nvm .. im used to it sweetheart *muaaah* actually i update ni pun is for saje2 gitu and ur 11:11 ^^ :D <3 i miss sending you long messages .. *hmph* how i wish i can give you morning msg , 11:11 msg , our long msg towards each other & goodnight msg <3333 :D ^^ Soon okay ?! tggu i top up .. but at least u dgr suara i okay pe xP hhahhah ! Alamak .. my hidung sumbat lurh bb .. sedut kan ?! hahahahha . tk lurh im just kidding ^^ :D *muah* I da kiss you ... so u must kiss me back ? cepaaaaaaaaaaaat ?!?? hehehe ^^ :p Sayang baby bumbum ira ^^ <333 ;) *kiss your forehead,cheek & lips softly*

REASONS WHY I MISS YOU

I get used to having you around, talking to you all the time
Your voice and your laughs
Eating just isn't fun if I don't get to compare my speed with you
I can't see how cute you are today
I know that you want to be with me as much as I want to be with you
I love you so much, my sweet! I look forward to when we don't have to miss each other. ♥
I miss you when you are not here
I miss you every day and night
We spend way too much money on food.
The way i hug you it always make me feel sleepy xD
I depend on your laugh to brighten my day
I need you to grow old and spend eternity with me.

In school they taught me that: 1 hour = 60 min.1 min= 60sec.

but they never told me that:1 sec. without U = 100 years. I miss you boyfie ^^ :D <333

i wanna make you happy ..i'll do whatever it takes to make us better than any love story sayang ;) looking back at the time we first met,those were the days I will never forget..actually this is for ur 11:11 but i ngantok :( tertidur jap .. so it will still be ur 11:11 kay ^^ .. i update ni blog since 8+am ;) i had ntg much to say .. hope you like it <333 *muah*

I love you very the muchy cuchy puchy , MUHD AKIFF BIN KAMAL ! ♥

11;11 for you honey.

2011-11-13T23:11:00.000-08:00

11:11

this post is for you .. walaupun i masih sakit ... okay ?! ^^ :D ( hope you like it ) muah muah muah ... xD

I love you so much my sayang ^^ :D <3 see my face ? at the top* pasal i miss you so much <333 :P hhehehe . *muah muah muah*

i love your imperfections. i love the way you are. i love you for what you are. i love you for not you are. i love you for who you are. i love everything about you. in short, i love MUHD AKIFF BIN KAMAL nothing more, nothing less…and its gonna be forever.. ♥♥♥

I know you miss my 11:11 sweetheart .. Im so sorry if i didnt wish you .. i bukan sengaja atau apa but you know what's the reason kan b ? :) Im sorry kay ^^ <3 I love you so much .. *muah*

I LOVE YOU BECAUSE YOU'RE MY BOYFRIEND ...

Wanna know why cinta ? ;)

I have such a strong love for you that I could cry all day long just because I love you. Sure, I tell you that I love you and how much, and I try to show you, but no matter what I do for the rest of our lives, you will never know just what I feel inside. How you make me feel is something that can only be felt, never explained. You take my breath away with some of the things you say. Just the way I feel when I lay with you, your arms wrapped around me, holding me, like I'm your baby. I sometimes am surprised of how much emotion comes out when I cry over you. My love for you is so strong that even I don't always realize how much I love you and cherish you. Wherever you go I'm always right there with you, because you have my heart and soul. I adore you and every part of you: your little dimples, your perfect hands, smile , perfect in everything ... I dont want to lose you cinta :') Cause without you , i cant function no more :) <333 ^^ Do you see my twitter ? Dont ever say goodbye .. 'Goodbye kills all hope of meeting again .. And who knows ? We might meet again'... ;) <333 ^^ betul tak apa i ckp bb ? :D hmmm ? :) I'm never tired of looking at your pictures, reading your letters that you've written to me. All of these things keep me so happy and feeling so blessed that I have truly found the one person that I want to spend eternity with. :') I miss our love diary ... give it back to me soon okay sayang :) so much to write inside that book for you to read :) ^^ *Muaaaaaaaaah* <333 :D When im with you , i never want to leave you sayang .. cause you're too special for me and you' will always be my EVERYTHING and MINE ! :D <333 ^^ nk tahu apa reason2 i lagi ? xP hehehe ^^ here it goes bie ..

01. he makes me happy.

02. he makes me laugh.

03. he makes me feel like a kid again.

04. he makes me feel complete.

05. I can't go a day without talking to him.

06. he texts me as soon as he wakes up.

07. he calls me just to hear my voice.

08. he feeds me when I'm hungry.

09. His eyes.

10. His Smile.

11. The way he makes me feel.

12. The way he makes me jealous.

13. Because he brings out the best in me.

14. The way he gets me to do things I never thought I could.

15. All of our inside jokes that you will never quite get.

16. Because he's MINE

17. Because of 'Love like this'

18. Because he cares

19. Because his name is akiff.

20. The way he cheers me up.

21. Because he is way cooler then your boyfriend.

22. Because we can't be next to each other without touching each other.

23. Because it's 11:11 PM and I still am up writing this just for him.

24. Because he smiles everytime I kiss him on the cheek.

25. Because everytime I see his face I know everything is going to be ok.

26. Because of our future.

27. Because he sings to me.

28. Because he burps in front of me,

29. Because he farts in front of me.

30. Because he is perfect

31. Because he thinks I am perfect

32. Because he is a prince.

33. Because he is my heart.

34. Because when I close my eyes I still see him.

35. Because he can't wait to see this list. xD Oppsy (hehe)

36. Because I'm not ashamed to say it.

37. Because we break all the rules.

38. Because I need him more then he needs me.

39. Because I'm smiling right now.

40. The fact that there is nobody else in the world like you and nobody will ever come close

41. The amazing new experiences that I’ve shared for the first time with you and only you

42. How you always tell me and show me everyday how much you love me

43. The way you’ve opened up your heart and life to me

44. The way you wink at me xD *muke tomato*

45. We eat our fv icecreams .. and put it all over our faces XD ^^ <333

46. How much excitement you bring into my life everyday

47. The fact that I know you will be one of the most successful men in the world someday because no one deserves it more than you

48. How you always comfort me or give me a shoulder to cry on when I need it

49. The fact that I know you are my real true soul mate and we were destined to be together

50. How much you know about me now and that you’ve seen both my good sides and bad and that you still love me anyway

51. Every little single detail about you that makes you who you are and the fact that you are the best husband in the whole world

52. The way he worry abt me .. even thought it just a smal thing or big thing ^^ :D

53. We both know that together we can work out anything

54. We can talk over the telephone for hours together even if I've seen you the day before.

55. You've taught me the meaning of love and sharing. Our world is more complete because of it.

56. B, you're that someone who makes happiness happen.

57. Because of you, no matter what may come tomorrow, today my life is more complete.

58. All the little things you do make such a big difference in my life.

59. You're so cuddlesome.

60. I just can't imagine being me without you.

61. You've seen me at my worst and you still love me.

62. Love is what you mean to me...and you mean everything.

63. There are endless reasons why I love you but the most important is...darling, knowing you is loving you.

64. I love knowing that if i get hurt , you will be there n kill the one who did it ;)

65. You fetch me under my blk without fail :D

66. I love the way you understand me and i dont have to explain a million times

67. I love that we get along and never fight so much ..

68. I love how i feel safe with you because i know you would fight the world for me.

69. I love the way i tease you when u were talking alone .. (lol) hahaha xD

70. I love holding on to you because i can hear you breathe.

71. I love experiencing new things with you :)

72. I love the feeling when you are happy about something

73. I love seeing you happy,excited and enjoying yourself.

74. I love your confidence no matter how crazy you are

75. I love how you arent afraid to cry and share your feelings with me.

76. I love the fact that you are first and last person I've ever loved and the first and last person who ever truly loved me.

77. I love your incredible dreams and visions of how our future will be that will someday come true.

78. I love your crazy laugh that sounds like you are being tickled to death .

79. I love how you always say ' I love you ' when we are fooling around

80. That he colors his hair.

81. Your not immbaressed to hug me in public

82. There is nobody else in the world like you

83. People say we are the cutest couple

84. for making me feel like the luckiest and happiest girl in the world :) i love you

85. Each morning begins for me with the thought:How i’m happy that i got you!

86. The way that he knows how to not take life too seriously and live for the moment

87. When we argue about who loves who most.

88. buys me random gifts…when i ask him not to lol

89. how you forgive me straight away when I do something that makes you angry

90. when you explain things to me when I get confused

91. when we wrestle

92. going for meals with your parents

93. EVERTHING THAT MAKES YOU THE MOST AMAZING BOYFRIEND IN THE WHOLE WORLD!!

94. our memories

95. You get jealous whenever I talk to my ex boyfriend.

96. The way you will give up sleep just to be with me.

97. Even on our worst days we bring out the best in each other.

98. He's one of the most important person in my life.

99. I know that if I die today I will see him again in Heaven and my life was better because of him.

100. The fact that this list was so easy to write, but also so hard because I had to limit it to just 100 reasons when I can think of at least a million plus reasons why I love you and why I am the luckiest woman in the world. I love you because you are the only person that i will EVER call a friend , a lover , a husband , a brother and my boyfriend :) ♥♥♥♥ ^^

Hope you like it sayang .. I will call you soon

*muah*

Xoxo & goodnight !

Te amo boyfie ~

11:11 / long message for you boyfriend.

2011-11-10T23:11:00.000-08:00

I LOVE YOU , BOYFIE ♥

[ Check time ; 8;00pm ]

I know i didnt get to hang out or spend time with you this few days ago .. I will try to meet you tmrw okay cinta ;) <3 ^^ Takmo lurh majok and sedih with me ? ^^ I kan u punya angel .. mana blh sedih :( hahah ^^ :D Smile cinta ! for me ?! Say ' eeeeeeeee ' * cheeky face * hahaha xP I want you to miss me like im missing you ;') <333 I want to hold your hand .. laugh at your jokes , walk by your side .. snuggle on the couch , look into your eyes talk about whatever and kiss your lips softly every single day ;p ^^ As what i say to twitter ; Kalau bulan dgn bintang sebelah2 apa tandanya ? Tu tandanya Ir[A]kiff tak jauh walaupun hati kita bersatu <3333 :D ^^ *muaaaah* On the 4th nov ; No one makes me happier than you do.You're the reason i smile ^^ xP I wish i could faster up my future to be with you . So no one can tear us apart and all that matters is you and me right that moment . And , all i do is take care of you and our family together and my new family . And , wake up every morning to see your face even when i wanna go to sleep all i see is you <3 :’) I just can’t wait <3 . insyallah , dengan izin allah <3 . Amin ! No matter what happens between us, I’ll always be that person that will never leave your side. I sometimes can’t leave you because we went through so many things that I just can’t toss that aside. You’re the one person that I can count on no matter what and I’m not planning on doing so anytime soon. But whatever happens, I’ll be there for you no matter what. I love you and only you bie ;) <333 Like i say before no one can snatch you away from me .. you're MINE will always BE MINE TILL ETERNITY <333 :) ^^ *muah* because without you, i’m incomplete. i feel that there’s something missing without you around. i will be sad if you’re gone and i don’t know if i can still smile if you left. that is why as much as possible, i try to always make you feel loved and special so that you will never get the chance to leave me and worse, trade me for anybody else :') All i can say is that if u were to leave me one day .. you gonna regret ^^ :D But i know you're not gonna leave .. kan baby ? :p <333 ^^ I wish that you were here or i were there or we were together anywhere :D Cause im really missing you badly right now ... *hmph* Bb , i love you .. you love me ?! <3 ^^ ;) I will never forget how i met you and how you slowly stole away my heart .. Woopwoop xD I miss sending you long message ... thats why im doing this for you cinta ;') I miss sending u 11:11 , my sweet long msg for you , my random long msg and etc ... u rindu tak ? gerenti u rindu kan ^^ :D I tahu lurh gemok xD Oopsy ! *larikan diri* hehe ^^ :D you never leave my mind even when i have a million things to worry about <3 ;) i love you so much . I will fight for you no matter what <3 :’) All i want for all this time is that wear your sweatshirt to bed , watch scary movies with you , talk on the phone till sunrise , sneak out at night to look at the moon/stars with you , play your favourite video game , make you watch chick flicks , kiss you in the rain , go on walks with you , laugh until i cant breathe & watch the sunset with you boyfie .. ^^ :D <3333 I hope i can go out with u tmrw sweetheart :( <3 ^^ i will try to some money from mami so we can watch 23;59 tmrw ? okay ? insyallah ^^ :) * muaaaah * I will always love you babybumbum , baby#1 , sayang , honey , cinta , sweetheart , darling , babyboy , special boy , angel/cupid , irapunya , prince , my love and life , my everything , bie and lastly BOYFIE ♥

11:11

I love you so much babyboy ^^ <3 im glad that you're MINE . i don’t want to be your “favorite” or your “best”. i want to be your “only” and fuck the rest. I tend to make mistakes. I’m not perfect, but neither is anyone else. I’ll try my very best to make sure you’re happy. I promise I won’t let you down. And when I tell you I love you, I mean it. And that’s a promise I forever plan to keep.

100 Reasons Why I Love Muhd Akiff. ♥

The way he kisses me
How he always wants to be by my side no matter what were doing or where were at
how he comes and stays the night with me and cuddles all night
How he doesnt care what anyone thinks about him or us
I love the way he smells even wheen he doesnt wear any cologne
that we both eat so much (:
I love your silliness. :)
I love how I could just look at you for hours and smile.
I love how you don’t start little fights with me.
I love the way my heart feels when I’m with you.
I love how you can always make me happy.
I love your dimples! ♥
I love the sound of your laughter
I love how the things you say make me smile
I love your text messages
I love how much you’ve changed in a positive way
I love how your trying to be a better person
I love how you dedicate me songs
I love how you sing me our fv songs
I love your voice
I love that you talk to me in front of your family/friends
I love how honest you are(even though sometimes its too much lol)
I love how you respond when people ask you if you have a girlfriend(say yes) xD
I love how your patiently waiting for me
I love that you trust me
I love the way you respect me
I love that you confess your deepest thoughts
I love the way you hug
I love the way you kiss
I love the way you touch me
I love the way you sleep
I love the way you snore
I love the way you stare me
I love the way you care about me
I love how you try to please me in anything i want to have or eat
You're my personal cuddle buddy xD
I love the way you call me ' B-e-a-u-t-iful ' <333 ^^
you always make me laugh with the things you say
Even when you annoy me you make me laugh
You know exactly what to say to make me smile
The way you was scared to say “I love you” first.
How this is the best relationship I have EVER had.
I love how we have so many plans and for the first time I can see a future.
I love how we’re so open with each other and nothing is awkward.
I love that you always want to protect me, yet you never lie to me.
I love the way you listen to all my problems and find a way to fix them, even if it’s just telling me you love me.
I love the fact of knowing how hard I push you away sometimes, you’re always going to be there. <3
I love how you’re always saying sweet things to me.
I love all the little presents you get/make for me.
I love the way you tell me you love me. Because from the first time you told me you did, I knew you meant it.
I love how you always stay up with me at night. <3 Well, as long as you can.
I love how you always want to hold, touch and cuddle me.
I love how we always make each other smile and laugh.
I love movie nights.
How you want to pay for and buy me everything.
How I still get butterflies the moment your name appears on my phone. ♥
I adore how when I get angry, you stay calm and find a way to calm me down.
I love how much taller you are then me. ♥
I love how scared we are to lose each other.
I love the man you’re becoming, a real true man. ♥
I love watching TV with you
The Silly faces you make
I love how everywhere I look and everywhere I go I find something that reminds me of you.
I love that you’re the only person I feel comfortable talking for hours with
How you accept me for who I am, and have no desire to change me.
I love it when you surprise me with sweet and random texts :)
I love how you’re more than a lover, you’re a hero, and a best friend.
I love how we can get through anything
That you’re not perfect, but yet you’re perfect for me.
You’re my best friend, the love of my life, the guy of my dreams and much, much more.
Your sleepyface voice before you go to bed at night.
I love how you say MUAH! when you kiss over the phone.
You are always on my mind
Your Honest
I love the fact that I wouldn’t ever give up on you.
I love the way we cuddle and watch sunsets together.
I love the way, how even though we may be miles apart I still feel like you’re right here with me.
I love the way you treat my friends
I love the way your voice sounds over the phone...
I love the way your voice sounds when you whisper sweet nothings in my ear.
I love the softness of your lips against mine.
I love how I thank ALLAH everyday for bringing someone as wonderful as you into my life.
I love the fact that we will grow old together.
I love the way you look when you are sleeping.
I love the way you think you look awful when you first wake up when it is actually then I find you the most handsome guy.
I love the way you are not scared to show your affection when we are in public.
I love the fact that you want to be with me and only me.
I love the way you're hyper towards me ..
I love when you tell me you miss me ;) *muah*
I love our little jokes.
You make our relationship so EASY .
I love that you're MINE & MY BOYFRIEND <3333 ;) ^^ *MUAH MUAH MUAH*
I love the fact that i will love you for THE REST OF MY LIFE .
I love that im the first voice you hear when you wake up *wink*
I love the way you play with my hair ( I miss that ) -___- hahaha ! main dgn rmbt i bsk xP hehehe ^^ <333
I love that you love spending time with me ..
I love how our romance feels like the perfect romance movie .
I love the special moments that we share ;)
I love how I’m smiling like an idiot while I’m typing this
And most of all Muhd akiff, I love the way you have changed my life. ♥ ♥ ♥

I love you so much cinta ^^ :D <333 *muah*

Hope you like this post since i've been typing since 8;00.. hahaha ! I will call you later okay ^^ Muah muah muah *

[ Check out ; 11:11pm ]

Xoxo & goodnight !

Te amo ~

I love you so much bb..

2011-11-08T23:58:00.000-08:00

BabyMasam , Tenggek , Baceen , Bucuk ♥

Thanks for surprising me while im here sleeping like a babylola xP i love you so much bb ^^ <3 :) Lucky i heard my msg tone .. if nt jeng3 xD haha ! Im glad to see my special boy face before i can get to sleep with ease sweetheart :) *muaah* Arghh ! I've got so many collections of winnie the pooh's .. hahah ! :D I ada dua bby donkey's hehehe ! bau wangiii mcm bau boyfie gitu ;p <333 ^^ argh mcm kt heaven .. hehehe ! ~ Im so happy to have a boyfriend like you ^^ <3 *cium pipi right side dia many2* I can't stop thinking about the things you do for me. when I sit here and think about you, my feeling and my love grows deeper for your soul cinta ^^ :D <3 Muaaaah*

Xoxo & goodnight !

Te amo ~

11:11 for you boyfie.

2011-11-07T23:11:00.000-08:00

11:11 ♥

Akiff, you have been the best boyfriend in the world.I love you so much boyfriend ^^ :) Im glad that you're MINE .. *muah* hehehe ! xP

Jangan pun sekali2 tinggalkan Nur shahira Bte akbar ni ... iye ?! :) Pasal ppn ni amat sayang sama kamu :) ^^ *winks* my days are getting brighter and brighter as my love for you gets stronger and stronger.I will never make a stupid thing that will break your trust on me. I will do everything that you want me to do ..and this is because i show you how much i love you / you mean so much to me bb <333 :) ^^ you are my life, my world, my universe and because of you my dreams come true. Kalau you sakit .. i will be your medicine ..Kalau u semput i jadi CPR you okay ?! hahaha ;p ^^ <3 Dont ever fall sick sweetheart .. tkpe coming future u senang nanti .. pasal i jadi nurse/doctor xD hahaha ! I senang jaga u :p You suke je kan bie ?! xD steeeeaaaaaam !~ hahahhaha xD *cium pipi left and right side dia many2 sampai sedut2 pipi dia * hahaha :p <333 ^^ you make me the happiest girl in the world, and can always make me laugh or smile whatever you do. *tutup muke* you stole my heart and it is TOTALLY YOURS, for however long you want it. ^^ :D <3 *muah* I cant afford to lose you .. Without you , i cant function no more :') Like i say ' Cintai aku dengan hatimu .. seperti aku mencintaimu , Sayangi aku dengan kasihmu .. seperti aku menyayangi mu .. I will be the last for you .. you will be the last for me :') <333 ^^ okay sayang ? :D *muah* I promise to love and cherish all the days we have together. I want to lay down on a blanket with you somewhere calm and quiet. I want to lay my head on your chest so I can hear your heartbeat and feel your warmth. :) ^^ hehe soon 18 nov .. weeeee !~ xP I will never dump you,or make us end,because are perfect to me. you're the best thing that ever happened to me in life, are and will be the most important thing for me today, tomorrow and forever. I never want to leave your side .. i dont want to say goodbye , i would never leave you .. unless you made me cry :D <3 i love you so much bb :D *muaaaaaaaaaaaaah*

xoxo & goodnight .

Te amo ~

Happy 7months baby ! muah

2011-11-04T23:11:00.000-07:00

Happy 7months Cinta ! ♥

Today's plan went to town area with baby to spend time together .. Baby ajak i pergi ddk kt merlion situ tgk sunset .. i was like so bored ... den tggu je sunset tu xD abh baby ckp tggu je nanti sunset trn sunshine trn -.- hahaahah ! xD <333 ^^ Suddenly kan , baby suruh i tutup mata den i tutup lurh kan ... terus dia pakai kan ira 'HeartShape" Necklace kt my neck :') hahaha ! den he ask me wether we can be OFFICIAL ?! Den i say ... NO ! :( HAHAHAHAAHAH ! Ceyhh ... of course i say YES .. siapa sak tk suke -.- hahaha :p <3 Yay ! Ir[A]kiff da OFFICIAL .. yay yay !~ Lompat si katak lompat ... LOMPAAAT ! xP hahaha ! hyper sangat .. hahaha hehehe huhuhu hihihi xD <333 ^^ :) den cukup time baby and me terus jalan kita turun tamp plak cari makan sampai tk makan xD Den kita mcm ice cream together .. abh taruk ice cream semua kt muke -____- hahaha ! ^^ :) We jalan den ada satu uncle ni kentut asal boleh je depan org ... PENGOTOR seh ! hahahhahhah xD <333 ^^ Mcm baby lurh kentut je kerja dia xP heheeh ^^ nasib aku sayang dia ;p <3 den terus cukup time kita HOME SWEET HOME :D <333 ^^ Bb , I love you very the muchy cuchy cuchi puchy xD ^^ hehheeh <3333 *Muaaaaaaaaaaaaah* Tayang dia many2 :D

11:11 ♥

I wish you be MINE one day ! ^^ Ohh tak eh ?! 0.o hahaahhahahahaha xD Yay ! Muhd Akiff Bin Kamal is my BOYFRIEND :D <333 * gua cinta sama lu* xP <3 ^^ :) Pacar ku hilang di ambik IRA ! hehehehe ^^ :D No one can snatch u already .. because u are MINE ... *evil laugh* ! xD Mari kita bergembira tepuk tangan sama2 .. kita menari sambil langkah kanan kiri..goyang badan goyang kaki .. hooray hooray hip hip horaaay ... hooraay hooraaay hip hip horaaay ..BERGEMBIRAAAA ! ha ha ha ha ha ..... la la la la la la la la la la #sing ! HAHHAHHAH :D <3333 ^^ Yay ! :p *giggles* Goyang pingang goyang badan jangan malu dan sengan .. hahahaha :p ^^ <3

I LOVE YOU BOYFRIEND ! BERGEMBIRA HA HA HA HA HA

Heheheh ^^ I will call you later before 11;30 okay cinta ^^ *muaaaah*

Goodnight sweetdreams sleeptight ily ily ily ily ILOVEYOUUUU...i love you i miss you i have you i want you ( you are mine already ( xD hahahah ^^ <333 :) kiss ur forehead & and lips softy :D <333

Xoxo / Te amo ~

Happy 7months Confess babyboy.

2011-11-04T00:00:00.000-07:00

Happy 7months Confess Ir[A]kiff aka BabyBoy ! ♥

Olla !` haha ! :D <3 Gonna meet you later we gonna spend time together at waterfront :D <333 *muaaah*

Baby i love you , you love me ? xD ^^

I now realize that you are my reason for waking up in the morning. Allah put me on this earth to be with you and I thank HIM and pray to HIM every night for sending you to me..all you do makes me love you more. I could never find anybody as special as you are. <333 ;) Takde org boleh pisahkan kita cinta .. walaupun mami ada perangai sikit pasal kita .. i dont give a damn ! because i know im the one that loves you not her .. No one can break this 'LOVE' because we are meant to be together syg :') I dont care what people wanna say ... Cause i know they are JEALOUS about US ^^ :D <333 I love you so much cinta ! I cant live without you .. Without you , I wont survive at this world sweetheart :') i want you in my life and for that rest of my life. you are so special to me...i promise that no matter what we will make it through ;) I cant lose you .. you mean so much to me cinta ! :') Its like 'a day without you is like a year without rain' ... Dont ever leave me alone ;) You're baby bumbum , Baby#1 , special boy , baby , cinta , sayang , honey , sweetheart , babyboy , bie , darling , angel , prince , my love and life , & my everything till my last breathe <333 :) ^^ This feelings wont fade ... Cause a guy like you is impossible to find :') <3 *muaah* I promise you cinta to always love you and always hold you in my heart. I will always be here for you when you need me and I will love you no matter what life brings us. I hope you know how much you really mean to me ...you're the reason why I get up in the morning, the reason why I do all the things I do because of how you treat me... I will always love you baby bumbum always and forever till eternity :') <3333 Tanpamu nafasku terhenti...karenamu aku ada disini ;) ♥ Jangan tinggalkan i okay ? :) I hold on to ur promises what u have said in front of me .. ^^ <333 *muah*

I miss eating vanilla ice cream cone with you bumbum ! Jom kita mam ice cream later <3 :) biar anur sampai comot kt satu muke dia .. Jadi akiff roseng xD hahhaha ! :p <333 ^^

Okay lurh cinta ! Once again happy 7months confess ... I nak movie marathon jap xD hahaha ! Den im off to sleep .. Tidur siang okay ?! :p <333 ^^ *tayaang dia*

Jangan Pisahkan AKU DAN DIA ! Tuhan tolong lurh ku cinta dia ..

Biar kan kami tetap bersama di dalam suka dan duka :') ♥♥♥

Goodnight sweetdreams sleeptight ily ily ily ily ILOVEYOUUUUUUUUUU !` I love you i miss you i want you i need you :D ^^ <3 *muaaaaah* Kiss ur forehead and lips softly .. Te Amo ~

Adios amigos !

Goodnight & Xoxo.

•●ι[я]αωя уσυяσηℓуяαωявαву●•

11:11

Happy 11months Ir[A]kiff

Im sorry baby ;(

Happy 1year1month friendship sayang.

Boredom.

Love you Bumbum

Baby Love.

Hello !

11Months love him.

Happy 10months Anniversary baby !

1yr friendship ir[A]kiff

11:11 for you my baby hun

Second Post.

You make my day yesterday.

Sentosa Tomorrow ^^ :D

11:11

My Handsome Boyfriend

Ir[A]kiff.

ITE SIMEI HERE I COME :)

11:11

Happy 9months boyfie.

2012.

Nur Shahira tak pernah lupakan Muhd Akiff :')

11:11 babyboo

Love you my baby boo .

For my smell boy

Went out w baby's family.

11:11

He make my day ;)

Bb , I miss you so much :'(

7th ^^ :D My special day.

Happy 8months Anniversary Irakiff :D

Our 10months Friendship

11:11 for you baby cinta ^^ :D

I gonna miss you BOYFIE

Its for you BOYFRIEND .

11:11

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MUHAMMAD AKIFF

Boyfie I LOVE YOU

Selamat Pagi Cinta.

11;11 for you honey.

11:11 / long message for you boyfriend.

100 Reasons Why I Love Muhd Akiff. ♥

I love you so much bb..

11:11 for you boyfie.

Happy 7months baby ! *muah*

Happy 7months Confess babyboy.

Happy 7months baby ! muah