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Sayaang ~ im really sorry if i treat u differently sejak kita gaduh bila on 18th nov :) You sendiri tahu kan i patang dgr org tinggikan suara kt i .. im really sorry sweetheart <3 I didnt mean to make u cry just now .. im hurt to see u crying .. i really hate myself for doing this towards you .. lets just forget about this and treat that this thing is not exist .. okay b ? :) you know that i will always love you no matter what happens between us ... walaupun nanti u gy overseas with ur family until idk sampai bila .. i will still wait for you to come back :) ^^ <333 and i will start to write letters or our diary once u go overseas :) Im so gonna miss you .. idk how long im gonna survive here without u later .. hahaha ~ its okay as long you're MINE already xD ^^ hehehe <333 *muah* Baby , am i useless sampai i didnt make it a effort to surprise you or what ?! ;'( if i am .. do tell me what is my wrong and right that i didnt show how much i love you ? :') <3333 *muah* Walaupun tadi i kena sepak dgn mami .. i do make an effort to come down and see wether you're okay .. i tak suke lurh syg .. kalau lelaki sakit hati psl i .. i will feel bad about myself :) Im so sorry !~ you happy tk nmpk muke i ? hehe !~ pasal i happy nmpk muke you .. You takkan tinggalkan i kan bb ?! pasal setiap hari i doa kt tuhan u takkan tinggalkan i ;') <333 *hmph* Im so happy that i get to read our diary's .. haha !~ i get spend time with you .. talking to you .. its really make me that everything is over and we back to our normal Ir[A]kiff ^^ :D <3 kan sayang ? xP ^^ B , i wanna surprise u so many things sejak i confess kt u .. actually mmg byk benda i da nk plan .. cuma kdg2 u kena faham yg my family situations ;) our family is way different sweetheart :) you know our good side but not the other side sayang ... i just need time to do all this for you .. pasal its not that i dont want and tknk make an effort .. i need time for my family ... i nk drg yg dulu sayang ;'( *sigh* all i can do is to pray to allah ... :) B , i want u to understand me at the same time .. bukan u srg je perlukan attention syg .. i pun sendiri perlukan attention .. and you need to understand my family situations sweetheart :) okay ? as long we trust and honest towards each other .. our r/s will be okay and our family's will always be okay ^^ :D <333 kan sayang ? *muaaaaaaaaaah* baby i love you you love me ^^ :D thanks for advice me just now .. i will talk to her later okay cinta .. tayaaang dia many2 ^^ :D <333 ^^ nmpk long board tu ? lawakan cinta :( nnti i jadi longboard girl xD hahaha jk.