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Sayaang ~ im really sorry if i treat u differently sejak kita gaduh bila on 18th nov :) You sendiri tahu kan i patang dgr org tinggikan suara kt i .. im really sorry sweetheart <3 I didnt mean to make u cry just now .. im hurt to see u crying .. i really hate myself for doing this towards you .. lets just forget about this and treat that this thing is not exist .. okay b ? :) you know that i will always love you no matter what happens between us ... walaupun nanti u gy overseas with ur family until idk sampai bila .. i will still wait for you to come back :) ^^ <333 and i will start to write letters or our diary once u go overseas :) Im so gonna miss you .. idk how long im gonna survive here without u later .. hahaha ~ its okay as long you're MINE already xD ^^ hehehe <333 *muah* Baby , am i useless sampai i didnt make it a effort to surprise you or what ?! ;'( if i am .. do tell me what is my wrong and right that i didnt show how much i love you ? :') <3333 *muah* Walaupun tadi i kena sepak dgn mami .. i do make an effort to come down and see wether you're okay .. i tak suke lurh syg .. kalau lelaki sakit hati psl i .. i will feel bad about myself :) Im so sorry !~ you happy tk nmpk muke i ? hehe !~ pasal i happy nmpk muke you .. You takkan tinggalkan i kan bb ?! pasal setiap hari i doa kt tuhan u takkan tinggalkan i ;') <333 *hmph* Im so happy that i get to read our diary's .. haha !~ i get spend time with you .. talking to you .. its really make me that everything is over and we back to our normal Ir[A]kiff ^^ :D <3 kan sayang ? xP ^^ B , i wanna surprise u so many things sejak i confess kt u .. actually mmg byk benda i da nk plan .. cuma kdg2 u kena faham yg my family situations ;) our family is way different sweetheart :) you know our good side but not the other side sayang ... i just need time to do all this for you .. pasal its not that i dont want and tknk make an effort .. i need time for my family ... i nk drg yg dulu sayang ;'( *sigh* all i can do is to pray to allah ... :) B , i want u to understand me at the same time .. bukan u srg je perlukan attention syg .. i pun sendiri perlukan attention .. and you need to understand my family situations sweetheart :) okay ? as long we trust and honest towards each other .. our r/s will be okay and our family's will always be okay ^^ :D <333 kan sayang ? *muaaaaaaaaaah* baby i love you you love me ^^ :D thanks for advice me just now .. i will talk to her later okay cinta .. tayaaang dia many2 ^^ :D <333 ^^ nmpk long board tu ? lawakan cinta :( nnti i jadi longboard girl xD hahaha jk.

Jangan pun sekali2 tinggalkan Nur shahira Bte akbar ni ... iye ?! :) Pasal ppn ni amat sayang sama kamu :) ^^ *winks* my days are getting brighter and brighter as my love for you gets stronger and stronger.I will never make a stupid thing that will break your trust on me. I will do everything that you want me to do ..and this is because i show you how much i love you / you mean so much to me bb <333 :) ^^ you are my life, my world, my universe and because of you my dreams come true. Kalau you sakit .. i will be your medicine ..Kalau u semput i jadi CPR you okay ?! hahaha ;p ^^ <3 Dont ever fall sick sweetheart .. tkpe coming future u senang nanti .. pasal i jadi nurse/doctor xD hahaha ! I senang jaga u :p You suke je kan bie ?! xD steeeeaaaaaam !~ hahahhaha xD *cium pipi left and right side dia many2 sampai sedut2 pipi dia * hahaha :p <333 ^^ you make me the happiest girl in the world, and can always make me laugh or smile whatever you do. *tutup muke* you stole my heart and it is TOTALLY YOURS, for however long you want it. ^^ :D <3 *muah* I cant afford to lose you .. Without you , i cant function no more :') Like i say ' Cintai aku dengan hatimu .. seperti aku mencintaimu , Sayangi aku dengan kasihmu .. seperti aku menyayangi mu .. I will be the last for you .. you will be the last for me :') <333 ^^ okay sayang ? :D *muah* I promise to love and cherish all the days we have together. I want to lay down on a blanket with you somewhere calm and quiet. I want to lay my head on your chest so I can hear your heartbeat and feel your warmth. :) ^^ hehe soon 18 nov .. weeeee !~ xP I will never dump you,or make us end,because are perfect to me. you're the best thing that ever happened to me in life, are and will be the most important thing for me today, tomorrow and forever. I never want to leave your side .. i dont want to say goodbye , i would never leave you .. unless you made me cry :D <3 i love you so much bb :D *muaaaaaaaaaaaaah*